Inside I cry hours on end I feel as though I can never love again is it wrong to feel useless in time of need as my brain goes darker than yours it's true but one day when lies end and betrayals left in the world maybe one day you'll truly understand my life as once upon a time with this blood in my veins in feel less and less unwanted burtely hurt in shame of how my story unfolds but when time runs out don't cry to me for help because I'll be just fine with the voices in my head if I die remember I tried to please you inside I just wanna die but what's the point if this life is full of deadly lies and silent screams everywhere just remember I died knowing I tried to be the best but now I'm far gone so don't call for me what's wrong with me.