Here I was,
Lying against the wall,
wondering if you're worth it.
All the sacrifices,
all the scars on my heart,
all the scattered pieces of-
Were they worth it ?
Were you — only you,
worth it ?
My mind told me to stop
but my heart wouldn't listen.
She told me to keep trying,
— "What if he actually cares ?"
Now here I am,
lying on the floor,
laughing
— crying —
at how stupid I was.
