A true friend is hard to find
Because that friend is a rare kind
In my high school days I thought I found one
But my illusions are fading one by one
My illusion is like a nightmare to me
And it really did scares me
I wish I will not experience the same thing again
Because I can't handle the pain
In and out I am a strong person
And showing weakness to someone is not in my action
But now crying infront of everyone for me doesn't matter
Because it's like my whole world was shattered
Is it that hard for me to find a friend?
A friend that will stay with me until the end?
I know it's hard to understand my attitude
But all I need is your understanding love and gratitude
I still remember the memories we share
And all the things that we've done in one year
I thought our friendship will stay the same
But my illusions are burn like a flame
