Before I go. (Ybnk)

Angina

Nick

While me and Tay were in the studio all i could think about what Tay might think of me, I didn't expect for him to just not care... I dont know what I expected but that wasnt it, and it kind of hurt. While we were working on one of my songs my phone died so i was using Tay's to finish up my song. While I was in his nites he got a text from his friend.

"Tay Glizz texted you" I said as he looked up from his notebook that he was currently writing in.

"What did he say" he asked as he looked back down not seeming interested in whatever their conversation was.

I tapped the notification and begin to read what Glizzy had texted.

Glizz🔥: Why what changed?

I read out loud as he looked up with a confused look on his face. "can you read what I texted before that" he said looking back down to his notebook. What i read after sent me into a pool of emotions.

Me (Tay):I cant use Nick, i think I caught feelings...or might be in love.

After I read it to myself i felt tears burning the lids of my eyes as i began to blink rapidly hoping they wouldn't fall.

"Whats wrong Love Cake" he said as he sat his notebook to the side of him looking at me with concern. All I could do was think about how played I felt.

Tay

"Whats wrong Love Cake" I ask beginning to feel concerned about whatever he just read. Before I knew it I felt my phone hit my forehead and saw Nick storming out of the studio.

"Nick what's wrong" I exclaimed as I ran after him down the hall. He turned around face covered in tears.

"So you were going to use me" he semi-yelled as I instantly knew I fucked up. "Love cake it's not li-"

"Save it Tay, you know I never have been in love and I thought you were the one that I could be with before it happened" Nick said cutting me off. While he was speaking I felt myself began to tear up in the eyes and I slowly processed every word.

"What is it" I asked Nick grabbing his hand putting emphasis on the word it. He snatched his hand out of my grasp and began to look hesitantly.

"I have Angina" he spoke, when he said that I instantly felt like a grade-A asshole. Agina is when you have reduced blood flow to the heart, I lost my mother to Angina. "Love cake why didn't you tell me" I said as i tried to grab him feeling a tear fall down the side of my cheek.

"Because I wanted to live my life without making any mistakes, and I guess I just made the biggest one of my life" he said wiping his face. "Your right you should've told me" I said as i grabbed him by the waist only to be pushed away.

"You dont get it dont you" he laughed as i looked at him with confusion written all iver my face. "You were the mistake Taymor" he said as he angrily walked out the door of the studio getting into his White Mercedes.

After he left I immediately felt a wave of emotions I never felt before as I fell to the floor crying thinking about what I could've had if currrnt events didn't take place.

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