Before I go. (Ybnk)

Sad

1 week later

Tay

Since last week I have been miserable.  I have been trying to contact Nick but he isn't answering his phone and he blocked me on Instagram and Twitter.  I know I was just going to use him but after I got to know him I felt guilty because he was so... perfect. At this point I dont even care if it's gay I just want my Love cake back.

"Day, Ti, please help me" I pleaded while I watched the sisters collect there books for class.

"Why should we Tay, Nick didn't deserve what you did or was planning to do to him" Ti spoke as she turned around with rage dripping from every word she said.  "Nick didn't even want a boyfriend for these reasons, his time in this Earth might not be too short for him to fall in love then get played on" she said wiping a tear for her cheek as it feel at the thought of Nick not being with her.

"Ti you are totally right, I was wrong.  And I know that what I did was fucked up to the point where it affects you but please,  tell me what I'll have to do to win Nick's trust back" I stated as i fell to my knees as tears formed in my eyes.

I only knew Nick for aboht two weeks but those two weeks have been the best time if my life. I didn't have to act all tough around Nick, I could be comfertable and Nick honestly made me happy.

"Tay you hurt him... bad. So unless you can magically give Nick a new heart, which isn't possible, then you don't have a chance." She spoke as her and Daysha walked away.

As much as I hurt Nick I wish i could make it up to him. He didnt deserve what I did to him. Even though it was just a text the fact that he liked me for who I was meant the world to me. But I couldn't even appreciate hin for him.

Nick

I didnt go to school... I barley went to school this week. The dictor said that I should stay inside around flu season due to my condition... I hate this shit, and not only did I have to deal with this but now Tay... everytime i think about him i just cry. While i was writing my weekly essay for English my phone vibrated.

Tay💙💦: Baby ik you probably don't want to talk to me but please hear me out. Although my intentions at the beginning were totally fucked up I changed😢 After spending an hour with you ik i couldn't just use you because you were so perfect and genuine😭 Words cant explain how sorry I am, I haven't slept in days and I just want to see your face again. Baby please talk to me 💔 I cant handle you not being here. I AM SORRY💙

Reading Tay's message made me even more sad, not because I accepted his apology, but because i missed him too. But I'm scared to let him back in because I'm scared of getting hurt. You know what I'm going to text him back.

Tay what you are absolutely right, what you did was fucked up to the CORE!!!! I dont hate you but at this point in time I just cant trust you... as much as i want to forgive you i just cant. You made that bed and now you have to lay in it. And tbh you are the least of my concerns right now, I dont know when god is going to call me home. SO MY TOP PRIORITY IS TO SURVIVE!!! Nit worry about the boy that entered my possibly short life and broke my heart. So unless you can provide me great health I dont want to talk to you until I'M READY!

As much as that hurt to say  had to be said... and i hope that he gets the message loud and clear.

Tay💙💦: igh bet.

Tay

After reading Nick's message it became clear to me that the only way for him to forgive me was to fix his heart literally.

"Yes Mr.McIntyre I believe i can help" the voice over the phone said, which to me sounded like pure heaven.

Ouup 👀 what do yall think Tay about to do???? Trust me yall are not ready for whats about to go down!!! Make sure yall wigs are secured because they will be in orbit in the next few chapters🌚

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Thot ouutttttt🦄🦄🦄