i can't hide enimore

part 5

Martinus P.O.V
I come home and go in Marcus room. I need to tell him feeling i have for Alex maybe he can help me to understend me. Yeah i know it weird but he realy understend me in everithing. He is on his phone. I sit down beside him on the bed. "Whats wrong" he say even if he didn't look at me yet. Like i say he read my like a book. "I.. fall in love" i say "wow i know its Emily" he say and role his eyes. "no not she" i say "who then" "A... Alex" i say and he got big eyes. "bro you are ... Gay" he say. "N... I don't know... But he is .... Like ..... There is something difrent in him like i never be in love with boy or something but.... He.. idk how to explain" i try to say but i can't. "Wow okay" he come to me and hug me. I realy need this hug from him. "I don't know what hapined with me" i say "hey there is nothing wrong its normal. Okay. Just you know your family love you and support you in everithing" he say. "lets not tell this to mom and dad yet okay" i say. "yes" he say and we hug for realy long. Whole day i was be like broken. But Marcus make me feel better. I just don't have feeling like i love boy but that can't be true. But to be honest Alex always act difrent, not like boy he always care about me and worry. He need to know this but i am to scared to say to him that.
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