untouchable

"jack- jack nelson"

I opened my eyes to see the same fan I met in Starbucks

"hey you're okay, you were kidnaped, and the ambulance is coming"

the fan said smiling creepily

"where is gray- Grayson?"
I said trying to stand up but failing cause apparently my legs are in pain

"shiz.. my legs- I can't stand up..."
I looked at him trying to know his name

"uh yeah- jack "
he said and darkness took over

"Sir I know but I have to keep her alive and kill that douche"
said, someone

I tried to open my eyes, tried moving, screaming, I couldn't
whats going on?

*peep*

"Sir please exit the room your wife is in waking up"
said a women

what? am I in a coma?

"finally- i mean okay ?"
so I am in a hospital.. okay?

"just go out and call the nurse to come fast"
and by that, the door was shut and a women came

"doctor, is she waking up?"
said the nurse

"yeah give me the jestolaph injection" *idk whats a jestolaph I made it up*
as he said that and my eyes opened

"where am I? where is Grayson"
I said looking around and breathing heavily

"mam, please relax and who is Grayson exactly?"
said the doctor

"he's my boyfriend and who was that guy?"
I said pointing outside

"he's jack- jack nelson"

"can you not let him come here anymore cause he's a crazy fan"
I said moving slowly

"as you like mam"
said the doctor

as she went outside I heard screaming
great

after a couple of days

"it looks like you need to start walking now Selena"
said jasmine the nurse

well after what happened to me; I couldn't work and at all as if I was disabled
and here I am trying to walk

"but jas- ugh okay help me up please?"
I said forcing a smile

"okay hold my hands"
I took her hands and I stood up but i couldn't stand so I fell

I started laughing and crying

"jas am I disabled? just say the truth"
i looked at her and hot tears started streaming down my cheeks

"sel- I don-t know what you're talking ab-"

"just tell me cause I wanna know whats wrong with me!"
i stopped her before continuing the lie

"okay, selena- that may be heartbreaking but when you were in the coma you lost a lot of blood and we checked you but you didn't have any cuts or anything-"
she said tearing up

"what are you trying to say? wait... I was raped?"
I said looking at her while whipping my face because of the tears

"yes selena, that's why you cant walk and i couldn't tell you this cause its sad, and stressful"
she said holding my hand

I looked at her and started crying my eyes out

as she tried to hug me I moved away

I went to my bed opened my phone for the first time in a while

I saw 100 messed calls from Grayson and a call from an unknown number

i opened my twitter and saw #prayforselena was number one trending

I started crying harder

I then opened my Instagram and posted a pic saying

"use snapchat and you'll know where am i"

and tagged Grayson

I then threw my phone and cried myself until I slept.