My first time (Ballie)

Chapter 2

                 Beas pov

I lay in bed thinking about my past I get these horrible flashbacks of me and my Ex husband he was very abusive towards me. Whenever I did something he wouldn't like  he would get really angry with not to mention he was a alcoholic.  He did scare me alot of times although I feel safer in prison I do miss my daughter alot. I get out of bed looking at my back I still have bruises where he used to beat me up.  I put my top on going into the garden sitting on the bench with franky and Liz.  The other girls are playing basketball. I've never really been much of a fan of sports but I do play it from time to time.

"Oi franky why does that new girl keep glancing over at me it's making me feel a bit uncomfortable"
I say with a tone

"I don't know want to me to say something to her? "
Franky asks me

"No it's fine I can deal with her myself don't worry"
I get up leaving the table

I walk nearer towards where the girls are playing basketball that's until we hear a loud alarm where something has obviously happened. I hurry back to my cell realising I haven't seen Boomer at all this morning or Jacs either. I sit on my bed full of anxiety thinking of all sorts that's until franky comes rushing in my room as though she's seen a ghost.

"Bea it's boomer she's really hurt I don't think shes going to make it"
Franky cries

"Don't worry about it okay whoever has done this to her will be getting punished"
I say with loud tone

"I think I know who hurt boomer but I don't want to say"
Franky says looking shocked

"You tell me now I need to know franky just stop the bullshit and tell me"
I say feeling myself getting angrier

"It was  Jacs but don't say anything boomer told me yesterday that she had it in for Boomer"
Franky says getting up from the bed heading towards the door

"Don't say anything I'm going punish her I'm top dog around it don't you say otherwise now get the Jacs into the laundry room for me and I'll take it from there"
I say leaving the room slamming the door

Everyone gathers around in the laundry room franky and liz are holding Jacs not letting her get away I stand at the iron machine slamming it down hard.

"So you broke the rules now you will be punished if you have a problem then you bring it up with me my rules my prison get here now"

As Jacs walks towards the machine I can't bear to do it. franky does it for me. i storm out of the room going into the garden the girls follow after me.

"Hey new girl come here a minute" please I need to talk to you "

" Okay yeah did I do something wrong if I did I'm so sorry "
Allie says with a soft spoken tone

" No  but can you do me a favour for me? "
I say with a tone

" Yeah sure anything what is it? "
Allie replies looking intimated

" Can you stop staring at me please and do something useful I want you to be my spy in here and watch out for stuff do you have any questions you  would like to ask?"

Allie stands there not saying a word to me so I presume she understands what I'm saying. Allie just nods and walks back inside usually I'm quite tough and dont feel bad but I do feel bad for speaking to Allie like that I'm not sure why I sit back on the bench feeling bad. Franky looks at me and starts laughing.

"What's ya laughing at franky?? I'm trying to be serious and your laughing want to tell me what's so amusing"

"I'm laughing becuase Allie looked absolutely terrified of you she couldn't get away from you quick enough"
Franky says laughing

"Well that's good at least she knows who's boss in here have you heard from boomer is she recovering okay?"
I ask franky

"Yeah well I got to go meet you back in the foyer about 5"
Frankys says getting up leaving the table

I go back to my room laying on the bed drawing pictures. I picture Allies face and draw a picture of her that's until I hear a load of shouting outside my room i get up checking it out.

"Your not playing that stupid game again are you?"
I state sitting down folding my arms looking at Allie

"Yeah we are and Allie isn't doing her dare she won't kiss franky for some reason"
Liz States

"Do it Allie do the dare now seriously don't mess around"
I say with a tone

"Okay fine I'll do it come here then" franky

The kiss last for a good 20 seconds I don't know why but when franky and Allie kissed I felt jealous something I've never felt for a long time. I'm really confused I shut my eyes as they kiss then get up from the table heading back to my room.

"So why do you do everything Bea tells you to then?"
Franky asks laughing

"Well because she's top dog and I need to behave and do what she says"
Allie says softly

"bullshit there's more to it than that why don't I believe you"
Franky says banging her hand on the table

"I'm telling the truth why would I lie to you "
Allie states

Your so hiding something ain't ya just be honest
Franky says getting more aggressive

The argument gets a bit heated leaving franky getting really angry with Allie. I come out trying to sort it out.

" Right enough you two stop acting like a pair of kids and franky stop raising your voice at Allie youve got a problem you go through me got it?"
I say with a raised voice

"Fine then whatever forget it"
Franky storms to her room

Allie and I just stand there with a awkward silence. I don't know what to say to her in a way I just want to hug her but I can't I have to be strong and can't show my weak side to her.

"Bea I'm sorry I didn't mean for that to happen it just got out of hand that's all"
Allie says looking upset

"It's fine don't be sorry okay if franky starts anything with you just come to me okay I'll put her in her place okay?"

"Okay Bea I promise I will do anyways it's getting kind of late I should probably head of to bed"
Allie says with a shy smile

"Yeah we both probably should but are you sure your okay yeah?"
I question Allie

"Yeah I'm fine don't worry goodnight Bea"
Allie smiles at me walking away

"Goodnight Allie"
I give her a smile back