i hate you, i love you - dinah

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"Why does she even date him Mani? He's such an asshole." I sighed as I saw her with him.
"Y/N you know you're best friend is blind to assholes. Plus Y/N she doesn't like girls you know this." She was right.

I've told Dinah how I felt about her this time we both got shit-faced at a party. We never told anyone but we hooked up that night. Dinah swore she was in love with me but the next day she's hanging out with this guy who's now her boyfriend. No one knows we hooked up cause the next day Dinah texted me not to say anything and that it didn't mean anything because she was drunk. She said and I quote, "I'm not into girls, we were just drunk and experimenting." Boy was I hurt. She hasn't talked to me since. Yes, I still consider her my best friend because I've been by her side since we were born, our moms were best friends in high school.

"I know Mani, but still he treats her like shit and she just lets it happen." She shrugged.
"Then talk to her. She'd listen to you." She said.
"She doesn't care about what I have to say. She knows I'll just talk about the obvious and say I'm hating on her relationship. She hates me Mani, she told me last week when I tried to get her to open her eyes." I put my hands on my head covering my eyes. "Maybe she's right. I don't know what's best for her."
"Y/N coming from me, I'd just let her do what she wants. Then when she gets hurt and comes running back to us, then she'll realize we were right all along." I nod and she stands up. "I gotta head to class. I'll text you later." She hugged me and walked to her class.

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"Hey Y/N." I turned around to be met with green eyes.
"Lauren, hey. What's up." She handed me a paper.
"Party at my house tonight. Don't bring anyone." She smirked as she ran her hand down my arm. "I mean it." She kissed my cheek as she walked off. I smirked. Lauren is really gorgeous. I can't lie when I say that I have a tiny crush on her. Who doesn't wanna fall in love with the most beautiful green eyes you've ever seen?

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I'm drunk.

I've had almost 6 beers and 4 shots of tequila.

"Lauren you wanna dance babe?" My words slurred as I wrapped a hand around her body.
"Of course." She smiled and I pulled her to the dance floor.

As the music of Slow Motion by Trey Songz busted through the speakers our bodies moved   in tempo. My hands would travel down to her Cuban ass and squeezed tight. We were basically fucking on the dance floor. Her hands were in my shorts as were mine. That was until I felt someone drag me off the dance floor and into a quite room.

"Hey come on man. What the fuck?" I tripped onto the bed.
"Y/N you're drunk." I burped.
"I don't give a shit. I was h-having the greatest time. Me and Lauren were gonna have sex tonight." I wiped my mouth as I tried to sit up.
"Y/N/N. You need to go home." As soon as the nickname slipped out of her mouth I knew exactly who it was.
"Oh look who's trying to save the day. Ms. Dinah. How do you know what's good for me? I hate you! You you hook up with me getting my hopes up and then you say it didn't mean shit the next day. That's some bullshit." I was sober now.

"Y/N stop. Lauren was gonna drug you. She was telling all her cheer friends that she was gonna slip you something to she can fuck you and expose you." I was a bit taken back.
"You could just be saying that." I crossed my arms.
"I'm looking out for you. Recognize that. I love you Y/N. You're my best friend." She looked at me with those brown eyes I love too much.
"No! Remember you said you hate me! You don't love me! You're just doing this because I finally found someone who I liked and who likes me back! Don't try thi-" I was cut off by a pair of lips. It can't be.

I pulled away and looked at her.
"What the hell? You say you hate me the you fucking kiss me?" I tried to stand up but ended up falling back down.
"I realized that I'm fucking in love with you! You can say you were right but I finally opened my eyes and saw how much of a dick he was. Please Y/N, say something." I sat there in utter shock as she spoke.
"Dinah , I." I couldn't speak. "I- I don't know what to say. You don't know how long I've wanted to just take you away from the pain and love you to the fullest. You're my best friend and I want nothing but happiness for you. When you said you hated me, I didn't know what to do with myself. I couldn't loose you to some guy who doesn't know one thing about respect. Dinah I love you."

"Ok, you can come out now!" Dinah looked at me and smirked. When I saw her shitty as boyfriend with a video camera I wanted to die.
"Nice job baby." He kissed her lips
"What the hell?"
"You actually thought I had feelings for you?" She laughed. Tears started to form.
"Awww look at the little baby. She's gonna cry." He laughed as he put the camera towards my face. I swatted it and ran out of the house.

I can't believe she just made me say everything I didn't want to. She made me believe she had feelings for me when it was all a joke for her stupid boyfriend. I quickly ran to Kehlani's house, she was another close friend of mine.

I banged on her door, luckily she lived by herself. I saw the front porch light turn on and the door unlock.

"Y/N? What's wrong love?" She quickly pulled me inside.
"I'm gonna fucking kill Dinah! Did you know she made me confess my feelings and had me thinking she was done with her boyfriend and finally opened up, when all along her boyfriend was in the closet with the dumb video camera. No one knows that I like Dinah only you and Mani. K, I don't know what to do. Everyone is gonna make fun of me for liking her cause everyone knows that she likes guys only."
"Ok one I'm gonna kill that bitch. And two if you don't wanna go to school on Monday you can stay here. Y/N she let that boy control her and tells her what to do. He's a fucking pussy. Stay here for the night and we'll worry about it tomorrow. You can sleep in my bed or in the guest room, but knowing what happened you're gonna need some cuddles." She kissed my head.

"Thanks Lani. I just wanna sleep and never wake up."
"Just get some rest babe and I'll make some breakfast in the morning." We walked upstairs and tucked me into her bed. "I'll be there in a minuet I need to shower." I nodded as I started to doze off.

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Ok I don't know what just happened. Let me know if y'all want a part 2 and what should happen in it. Thank you so much for reading! I hope y'all enjoyed! <3

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