Sour // ( J.J.) (discontinued)

9/ the hug

"(Y/n)...you are aware that ALL of those people probably recognized you...right?" Namjoon said while massaging his temples.
"Who cares if they did? They can eat my a-"

Your sentence was cut off by Jungkooks glare. "She means," he said before sighing, "it won't happen again."

"Yeah it won't, as long as your perverted ass doesn't walk into me again." You spat, wanting to slap him for the 17276363th time.

"Jungkook...what did you do?" Namjoon asks, he sounded disappointed.

"Nothing! I did nothing!" Jungkook pratically screeches.

"You watched me get dressed!"

"I did not!" He yells, really raising his voice.

"Okay okay, it doesn't matter. Jungkook don't be weird and (Y/N) control yourself PLEASE," Namjoon begged. "Don't start anymore trouble, it'll be easier for all of us." He added.

"I'm sorry, i'll try to do a better job." You apologize, awkwardly laughing after.

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It was later in the afternoon and everyone was done working, besides Jungkook.

He didn't want to see you, so he stayed in the shop.
Well at least you thought he didn't want to see you.

When it was time for dinner, (you didn't join the boys at the table), Jungkook still wouldn't come up. There was no sign of him, almost every boy has came in and said hi to you besides him.

"Stupid heart," you groan as you get up from the bed, and out of the room.

You wanted him to be at dinner with his hyungs like normal.

I'm not letting any of these boys lives change because of me.

You quietly made your way through the hallways so nobody would hear you and question why you were out of bed.
The hallways were carpeted and the walls were a creme color, decorated with pictures of all 7 boys.
Some seemed to be in public parties, or at amusement parks. Others were just silly pictures of them having fun together.

Looking at them made your heart ache. You craved that feeling of love, that desire to have people love you was strong.

You ignore the feeling and keep walking to the stair rail.

It was hard for you to walk down stairs due to your stomach injury, so you carefully walked down each step, holding onto the rail for your life.

The door opened as you were making your way down, and there stood Jungkook.

"What are you doing?" He questioned, rushing to come help you down the stairs. "I can walk down the stairs myself," You say matter-of-factly, slowly making your way down.

"Oh, okay." He says, moving out of your way.

Once you're at the bottom of the stairs he looks you in the eye for a long time, not saying anything.
It didn't feel awkward, or weird. It was just quiet and peaceful.
The sky was dark, letting bright moonlight light up the pastel colors in the room. You felt as if you were looking at a magical painting.

Jungkook broke the silence, "Come here." He ordered in an emotionless voice.

You stepped away from the door and into the empty space of the store.

Jungkook stayed close to you, almost too close.

"What is it?" You ask, looking up at the black haired man.

"A spider..." he whispers before huddling behind you.

You burst out laughing, making Jungkook blush in embarrassment. Your laughing so hard that you have to lean your head against Jungkooks stomach, trying not to fall over.

"It's a big one, okay?" He puts his arms around your shoulders, pulling you in tighter.

You suddenly stop laughing. "Get off of me and I'll kill the spider." You press your hands against his chest and try to push away, but his arms around you are too strong.

"No, it'll get me." He whined in a joking voice.

You chuckle, "I can't kill it if your all over me."

Before he lets go, he pulls you in even tighter, holding you there for a second. You could feel his ♡ and your heart beating against eachothers chests. He was warm and smelt like detergent and candy, making you feel safe and warm.

That was...your first sorta hug.

You felt a hot sensation in your heart as you repeated the words in your head: my first hug.

"Alright, where's the spider?" You ask Jungkook, letting go of him.

He points to the big window of the shop. The sun was setting and there were glowing signs on the window, giving warm vibes.

You felt safe.

On the window there was a huge spider, but it didnt scare you.

You chuckle, "give me your shoe, dork."

Jungkook carefully and slowly walks over to you. He takes off his shoe and hands it over to you.

As youre about to crush it, you think for awhile.

What if this spider is coming back to its family after a long day? What if it is trying to survive, and all it wants is to see life out of here. What if it is trying to find something special?

"No." You say before gingerly giving his shoe back.

"No what?" He questions.

You push the spider into your hand using your finger and smile.

"(Y/N) WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" He asks as he scoots away, disgusted by the spider.

"Saving it." You glare.

You convert your attention back to the spider.

It starts running around inside your hand, trying to escape. "I'm just trying to help." You say to the spider.

You open the door to the outside world. A slight breeze goes across your face, making you feel good.

"Here you go little guy." You turn to one of the flower pots on the shop, resting your hand on a leaf. It quickly crawled off making you smile.
"Youre free."

You close your eyes and remember two days ago, when you were first free. It felt...odd but good

"Weirdo." He comments, making a disgusted face at you.
"Oh shut up you baby," you tease, walking back to him.

He ignores you and begins to walk up the stairs, "we should go up, it's getting late and you're probably hungry."

You nod in agreement and rub your stomach, "im starving."

As Jungkook walks up the stairs without you, you can't help but to smile.

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