Chapter 4

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The rain poured on us as Jaz's casket lowered down.

I still couldn't believe it.

Sure, that girl was clumsy,

But this wasn't what happened last time.

I still remembered what she said to me yesterday:

"Sowon, promise me. When you start your comebacks don't forget me, please." Jaz said weakly as she struggled to get the words out of her mouth.

I smiled sadly as I cried, "How could I forget you, Jazzie? You're the only one I have."

Jaz shook her head, "No, Sowon. You have those new groupmates that you have now. And Jin? Forget him. He doesn't deserve you."

And that was when I knew,

Jaz's eyes we're the only ones keeping me sane.

Her eyes shouted everything;

Pain, sorrow, sadness.

I could see it in her eyes.

I kissed her head,

"Don't leave me Jaz......"

I cried harder into Yerin's chest.

Yes, Yerin came with me.

Being one of the older members, Yerin and I shared a room, so she was used to me crying in my bunk.

But still, I hate to see the sadness in her eyes.

I hate it that one of my members could see through my façade.

I'm not supposed to be the leader.

I'm not supposed to be the visual.

Because I'm just Kim So Jung.

A stupid girl who lost everything because of love.

I fled away from Yerin.

I have to get out of here.

But then, a truck had hit me.

Then I heard Yerin yelling my name—my stage name.

Then the world turned black.

Let the wind blow.
Fly way, away.
So I can reach you with all my heart.....

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