Everywhere we find curiosity
In this huge world of reality
Smile even though it is painful
Cry when we see something wonderful
Realizing, life is ironic
A world so beautiful yet chaotic
Thoughts keep pounding
And it keeps me hurting
Loneliness is what I feel
And it takes time to heal
Attention is what I seek
But it is hard for me to bespeak
A volcano so lovely to see
But dangerous , even under the sea.
People call me when they need me
But how about when I need them to see
That deep inside of me is suffering
Thinking why I am still living
If only they open their eyes
And see these sufferings and lies
If they only see that I'm suffering
Telling myself keep enduring
Keep forgetting that pain
And purpose is my main .