my final poem, for you

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There were times, we wished for our feelings to vanish

Into the thin air, leaving us with an aching feeling.

What word do you use to describe it, that agonizing pain?

| la mélancolie? |

Yes, Hoseok hyung.

We ran away from our vulnerability, we blamed ourselves for taking love for granted

The price,

We will be the one witnessing our arrogant selves, broken into millions of pieces.

That scenario, isn't it enrapturing?

| me traites-tu de pécheur? |

Yes and No, dear Hoseok hyung.

We embraced our distressing miseries, only to ourselves.

Never have we faced each other, never have we been brave enough.

What more can I say?

Convey or Conceal, we both know the answer from the bottom of our heart.

The latter, how surprisingly absurd.

| ne m'abandonne, s'il te plaît? |

The same question over and over, had I become sick of it?

There was no such thing called "profound bound" between us.

Merely manipulation, merely deception.

An exhilarating ride indeed, this whole experience.

But at some point I jumped off, only to seek for salvation.

Still, it was memorable, worthy of being reminisced.

Or was it not, I contemplate myself?

| tu me manques, pour toujours. |

Turn to next page, please Seok.

I sincerely hope,

May there lies a "happily ever after" ending for us

In a parallel world.

Because this crumbling reality, neither me nor you could save it.

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Fin.

[HopeMin] // to you, my darling.Where stories live. Discover now