[HopeMin] // to you, my darling.

r u mine?

            

Such depressions, were the cause of Jimin's ill-being. Overthinking, over exaggerating, who could blame him? Facing those failures, had never been easy.

To tell the truth, Jimin is quite a pessimistic person. When having to withstand those obstacles, Jimin would find himself lost in the middle of the vast universe created by his own delusion. There, probably existed no one, or nothing. Just scorching asteroids, waiting to break him into million of broken pieces. But, there was in fact a placebo or a medicine, Jimin didn't really quite care about the exact term. Those pills, calmed Jimin's chaotic mind. Or so he thought.

The frequency of drinking them, had drastically reached to an alarming rate. But Jimin didn't mind. They were, what he called salvation. Using them would take Jimin to that particular magnificent world, where he could truly expose his vulnerable self. Inside Jimin's soul, had numerous of blank spaces. He would say that he had been toxically dependent on those pills. To the point that, he started seeing things. Bizarre things that he couldn't comprehend.

A charming guy, whose name is Hoseok. What an ethereal name, Jimin giggles. That Hoseok, would take Jimin to anywhere he wanted. The distant north pole, or even the deadly mars. In fact, Hoseok was the source of Jimin sanity. Or did he not? Jimin would shut himself in his room, trying to knock down all the freaking medicines. To meet Hoseok, of course. Deep down inside, Jimin knew that he loved Hoseok. However; those words that he had been longing to tell, just couldn't get out of his mouth. Jimin said to himself that only this was enough, being by Hoseok side as a friend, or even a brother.

Hoseok started inviting Jimin to follow him.

To where, asked Jimin. The hope world, answered Hoseok. Where no corruption nor impediment,could ever touch them. Where, there would be a Hoseok, being madly in love with the true Jimin. How could someone possibly turn down such an alluring invitation? Everything Hoseok said, was holy to Jimin.

Hoseok's request, was quite simple.

Close all the doors.

Open a container of carbon monoxide gas.

Drink a handful of pills. Then go to sleep.

After that, Jimin could certainly be free. And the innocent Jimin, just blindly followed those words. In Hoseok's words, Jimin trusted wholeheartedly.

"Hoseok, wait for me. Please, save me from this brutal world. As I, can't bear it any longer."

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Fin.