As I woke up I lade there in sead to my self should I text her or should I not well I sat their for an hour look at my phone in sead I'm a bad guy I not important no one want me in I seen I got a text from her in she sead I need to talk to you in I was all ready in a bad mood in I was trying to be nice but I cannot be nice I was so up set that I took it out on her in I just wanted to tell her I love her but I can't I all way love her but I just can't show it I'm not good at showing thing in I just want to show her but I can't as I sat there texting her I stared to cry thinking of all the memories me in her have I was Reilly sticked with her in did not want to hert her in I just wanted to see her after a while I went to church I got home in I see a texted from her in I was stessed out in I was gonna take pills but could not find them I just want to take away my pain in could not find any so I went to my sister she had her friends over in we had a fire in her friends left after a while in she sead do you need to talk about something you look stessed I was like no I don't want to talk about it after a while I went to bed listed to my songs in sead good night to my family
