I haft to see her every day in it hurt in crushis my Hart but I have to deal with it I want her as my lifting partner but she won't even talk to me in I want to die by I can't I has crossed my mind to put as much wight on as I can but I can't end it on someone that mite still love me it hurt but I mite be able to handle it it hurt me in when I try to deal with it I turn into an ass not even trying to I don't mean to hurt her in I don't try but it is what it is I guess I don't no how many times I have to say sorry to her but all I want is for her to come back but I have a gf in I can't hurt her because she mite be carrying my baby but I still want her as my friend cuz she is still the only one I trust in I just want her to forgive me but she won't so
Ig I'm just an asshole maybe she mite text maby she won't but I finally addid something back to my story but I hope she see it cuz I still care
