Dont Wanna Go Home </3

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I walked out of Shey room and shut the door. Next thing i know i being dragged by my hair to the bedroom. I was screaming for him to let go but he gripped tighter. He threw me on the floor and shut and locked the door. I was on the floor crying. He crouched down to my level and pulled me up by my hair. 

"You say anything else about this to my mom imma beat the shit outta you." He said through gritted teeth. "From now you better act normal. The first time you act like sum wrong you gon wish i never got out." He said pushing me back to the ground. 

"I do." I said standing up. He turned and looked at me. 

"The fuck did you say" He asked walking up to me. 

"Im so done. What kind of fucking example are you setting for your son?! I should've left your sorry ass a long tine ago." I said all up in his face. He slapped me in the face and i fell back hitting one of the end tables. 

"You aint leavin nobody. Im goin out. When i get home you better in that bed." He said. I didnt say nothing. He smacked me again. "Do you understand me?" He said. I nodded. He raised his hand again. 

"I understand!" I said fast. He laughed and walked out. I heard the front door close and the car start. This nigga took my car. I took a shower and put on some sweat pants and a tank top. I layed in bed and just cried. All i could think about was how could it come to this? Jake was always short tempered but not like this. Sum wasnt right. 

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I woke up at 2:30 am cuz i heard a loud nois. I looked over and Jake was stumbling into the room and knocked a frame of the wall. I turned over and acted like i was still asleep. Jake was had problems. But drinking just made them worse. I heard the shower start in my bathroon. I sighed and fell asleep again only to be woken up by him getting in bed. He started kissing on my neck and rubbing all over me. 

"I know your awake CeeCee" He whispered in my ear. I tense. "You gonna give me another baby?" He asked rubbing my thigh. I rolled my eyes.

"Jake stop." I said pushing his hand away.

"You dont wanna have my baby?" He asked sucking on my neck.

"Jake...Your drunk." I said trying to push him away. He got mad and got up. 

"You know what fuck you Niecy." He said. He got outta bed and put on his shoes. He left again. I just went back to sleep.

Woke up the next day to yelling and screaming. Shey's screaming. I jumped out of bed and ran to the living room only to see Jake tickling Shey. I put my hand on my chest my heart was beating so damn fast. 'I turned and walked back into my room. I felt somebody wrap their arms around me and kiss my shoulder. I rolled my eyes and turned to walk away. He pulled my back gently. Wow thats a first. 

"Whats wrong baby?" He asked calmly. Seriously?

"Really?" I askde raising my eyebrow.

"What?" He asked. I was starting to get mad. 

"Im getting sick of you treating me like shit then trying to be nice like nothing happen. You need help Jake." I said walking into the bathroom and taking a shower. If this continues i think i might leave. 

"Mama!!!" I heard Shey yell from the other side of the shower curtain. I stuck my head out. 

"What?" I asked. He was standing there in some boxers. 

"Daddy said to hurry so we can go get lunch." He said. I nodded. 

"Go put on some clothes." I said. He laughed and walked out the room. I finished my shower and got out and got dressed. I walked into the living room and no one was there. I walked into the other bathroom and Jake was doing Shey's hair. Now they both had braids. Shey turned around and smiled at me. 

"Like my braids mama?" He asked as Jake put him down from the counter. 

"Yeah. You look fly." I  said. He popped his collar and i laughed. The whole time Jake was watching me. 

"You ready?" He asked me. I nodded and went to walk away but he pulled me back. I flinched cuz i thought he was gonna hit me. "Yo calm down." He said. I stayed quiet. He kissed me and walked away. I shook my head and walked out and walked out to the car.

"Daddy can we get ice cream?!" Shey asked from the backseat. He was really excited. Jake was driving. I was so nervous. 

"As long as you eat all your food." He said keeping his eyes on the road. 

"Is mama gonna get some?" Shey asked. 

"As long as she eats all her food." Jake said smirking. I smiled. Shey started laughing. It was so cute. We pulled up and Shey was holding Jakes hand. I was walking in behind. We walked in and got a table. Shey got his crayons to color and stuff. They were talking and laughing. Jake leaned over and wrapped his arm around me. 

"Are you gonna talk at all?" He asked. I shrugged. "When we get home we gonna talk." He said. I got tense. 

"Are we actually gonna talk or are you gonna hit me?" I said only so he could here me. He sighed and let me go. While we ate they talked and laughed. I didnt say much. All i could do was think about the ass whoopin when we got home. 

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