♥ Gangsta Love ♥ (Princeton Mindless Behavior Love Story) ON HOLD!!!

Things Are Going Good! Not -_-

"Mommy!" Shey yelled running to me hugging me as i picked him up. I had just gotten home from work. Shey stayed home with Jake. 

"Were you good?" I asked. He nodded smiling. "Where's daddy?" I asked putting him down. 

"Outside. Can i go play now?" He asked looking up at me. I laughed. 

"Go for it baby." I said. I walked into my room and changed "Link in comments." Well if your wondering how things are between me and Jake they are awkward. Thst night 2 weeks ago changed everything. We came home and he left. Ever since we dont really talk. He hasnt hit me although he would if he got the chance. At night i dont know what he does. All i know is that he aint here. He comes home at about 4 in the morning and watches Shey while im at work. So im not sure how things are.... Me and Damar talk everyday. He knows about Jake and our situation but he seems to be okay with it. We arent dadting or nothing but its cool to have a guy friend to go to sometimes. 

I was standing in front of my dresser mirror pulling my hair up into a messy bun. It was hot as hell. While i was doin so i noticed Jake came in and sat on the bed. I rolled my eyes and kept doing what i was doing. 

"How was work?" I heard him asked. 

"It was work." I said. I heard him tut. 

"Nothing you wanna talk about?" He asked. I shook my head and went to walk out the room. That when i felt arms wrap around me. I instantly got chills. He pulled me back in the room and shut the door. I turned to look at him. He had on some gray sweat pants and a wifebeater. 

"What do you want Jake?" I asked crossing my arms. He put his hands on my hips but i didnt move. 

"I dont want it to be like this between us no more." He said. I rolled my eyes. He pulled me to the bed and we sat down. "I know i hit you. And that was wrong of me. Im sorry for that. I really am. But i only did it cuz i thought you were going to leave me. I dont know what i would do if i lost you and Shey. So when my mom told me that you were gonna leave and take Shey with you i got pissed. I didnt want that so i lost control. Again im sorry." He said not looking at me. I shook my head.

"So you put your hands on me so i wouldnt leave you?" I asked trying to take it in. How fucking stupid does that sound?

"I know it sounds stupid but yes." He said shaking his head in disbelief. He knew he was wrong. "I didnt want you and Shey to leave me." He said. I took his hand in mine. 

"Jake look at me." I said. He turned his head in my direction and looked me in the eyes. Those beautiful eyes could get this boy anything. "I wouldnt leave you. But i have thought about it." I started to say and his face sadened. "But putting your hands on me wasnt gonna keep me here Jake. All i wanted was you to tell me that you loved me. I wanted you to hold me and love me like you used to. I wanted give Shey the family he diserved." I said starting to cry. He put his head down. "Jake i love you. I always will. But hitting me and disrespecting me isnt going to make me love you more. If i was gonna leave dont you think i would have left while you were locked up? No cuz i love you too much to do that." I said. It felt good to finally get that off my chest. He looked up at me. 

"Niecy im sorry for putting my hands on you and disrespecting you. That was wrong of me. It kills me knowing that i hurt the woman i love. The woman that gave me the son that i always wanted. If it wasnt for you who knows where i woukld be. But i dont want to lose yall. And i hate that we dont talk. Shit its hard for me to not kiss you every time i see you" He said. I giggled. "I miss us Cee. We always had a good time together. All my homies would make fun of me cuz i fell so hard for you. But you got a nigga sprung baby." He said and smiled. I couldnt help but smile back. I loved seeing him smile that beautiful smile.