Not really a Lemon or smut but I decided to make a sad chapter sorry lol but if you life enjoy!
Shino Pov:
Mcurled up at 2:30 am. Another sleepless night staring out of my window, not a single candle was lit in Konoha. I just started into the moonlight and counting the stars. I had so much emotion's built up inside me. So I got my big coat on and everything I wear outside and headed downstairs to grab my shoes but I never go through the front door at night because my dad will get mad if I'm gone out this late. So I went back upstairs to check if had any of my relatives had woken up. None of them were up they were all snoring. I headed to my room grabbed my sharp Kunai knife that I would sharpen on every sleepless nights. I headed out my window checking if I had everything. Knowing my parents wouldn't give a damn where I am, They never ask me 'whats wrong' I can feel my emotion's building up so I just jumped out of my window and closed it until it clicked once I got out of the house I started to walk all over Konoha I just realized that I didn't have my glasses but I didn't care anyways since everyone was sleeping a 3:00 am later noticing a short figure and a large dog walking around also. I just realized it was Kiba and Akamaru so I just looked down and walked faster "Hey Shino!" Kiba yells and Akamaru barks and they both come running up to me I stopped and just stood there dozing off "Hey Shino are you alright?" I hear Kiba say. I feel tears streaming down my face "H-Hey Shino whats wrong your crying?" I just ran off crying and thinking 'what a lame useless thing I am can't even tell whats wrong' I headed to the woods again and finding the tallest tree so I can lay on top and let my emotions all out. I found the tallest tree and ran up using up some of my chakra I got to the top I grab my Kunai knife from my pocket and lifted up my sleeves seeing my deep scars and recently cuts I started to cry again and started to cut deeper and deeper causing blood to flow down my pale skin. Every cut was deep. I scream my lungs out knowing that i'm never gonna be good enough for anyone. I had shorts on and you can see my deep scars and cuts no one notices anyway so I cut on my legs to letting to blood flow onto my legs I cry and curled up into a ball crying. I feel two arms around me making a hug and I hear sniffles I turn around seeing Kiba in tears but little tear drops "Why Shino Why...?" I shake my head "No one cares about me, No one loves me, No one cares what I think, No one cares about my feelings at all... They just see me as a emotionless person... You don't care about me you just feel bad about me thats all" I took Kibas arm off my waist and got up "Just leave me alone.." I left the tree and leaving Kiba alone "What's wrong with me?" I asked myself I found myself back in the Village I started walking back to my compound. While I was walking I hear running footsteps come running up to me and pushes me into a hug making me lose my balance. Seeing it was Kiba again... "I said leave me alo-" I got cut off by Kiba kissing me I froze and kissed back slowly, as I feel tears going down my eyes making me whimper. Kiba gave me a hug again but he was crying also "Please don't cut your self again, you can cut of your veins and you can lose a lot of blood and may also die!" I turn away "What if I wanna die..." It wasn't a question at all "You got family and a boyfriend that loves you!" I gasp and frowned "Y-You take me as a B-Boyfriend?" Kiba giggles and smiled "Of Course I will always be here for you no matter what your going through, I have you and that's all I need, Because I love you so much if you died I would've lost myself and would might kill myself... because your not by my side anymore, and I would protect you even if it's life or death" I started to tear up again ready to cry "I'm sorry for all of this... I was just feeling sorry for myself and not caring about anyone's else's feelings, B-But..." I stopped all of sudden and my eyes slowly closing asking myself 'what's happening?!' I could feel Kibas arms around me again catching and hearing a low audio of Kibas voice not hearing a word he saying 'Maybe it's the blood from my arms and legs... I'm sorry Kiba I shouldn't had cut at all, I was to busy being sorry for myself and not giving a damn about other people feelings, especially my family, my boyfriend, and friends... I had let you guys down...'
Kiba POV:
Shino has fainted and I went ran to him catching him he fell on top on me "Shino! Wake up!" His eyes slowly closing in Lifting shino and carrying him bridal style and heading to the hospital and I had to go to the hospital fast! I was jumping roof to roof until seeing the hospital I barge in and telling the doctors and nurses what happened. They took Shino and they did surgery, while I was in the waiting room thinkings what's gonna happen to Shino. I cover my face and quietly sobbing in my black jacket I feel a hand rubbing my back. It was Hinata "I-I hope shino is gonna be okay to, he's strong!" She pulled me into a hug I just froze and slowly hugged back sobbing in her shoulder "I wish I could've stop him from cutting... I was just there hugging him not even doing anything" she frowned "well at least you were trying to comfort him Kiba, Well I have to be home I hope he gets well also Kiba! Think Postive" she got up and left the hospital I just sat there looking down on the floor waiting "He's going to be okay Kiba" as I see Sakura walking up to see telling the good news "We put a bunch of bandages on his arms and legs, they were pretty deep to making him lose a lot of blood" as she wipe her sweat away "But as I know he will be okay!" Go get some rest Kiba you can see him tomorrow. You need a lot of rest to" she made it sound like we came back on a mission. I nodded and got up and left the hospital, Heading to my compound, seeing my mother and sister outside looked worried when they seen me the ran up to me and both of them hugged me for combfort "We heard the news, And He's strong Kiba you know it as surely you need some rest you were up completely all night. We made some food for you also if hungry, we love you lots Kiba" Hanabi nodded and we all went into the house. I ate my food and headed upstairs and laid on my bed and started to tear up again and put my hands on my eyes and broke out crying.
*Next Morning*
I woke up really late. As I got up I took a quick shower getting ready to leave my house and my mom asked me "Kiba..." I look at her "If you love Shino go see him now go! He needs you as much you need him!" I ran up to my mom and hugged her and she hugged me back and later I ran out of the house jumping Roof to roof. As I was in front of the Hospital I went to the front desk "Where's the room that Shino is in!" Sounded like I was in a rush "Shino who sir?" "Aburame shino!" "Oh! Room 278" "Thank you" I went up the elevator and checking the number and found 278" as I open the door Shino laid on the hospital bed motionlessly 'he probably hasn't woke up yet' I thought to myself. Seeing all the bandages all over his body you could see the blood through the bandages I started to tear up again and grab his hand holding it "I wish I could've done something shino... But I didnt do anything to help you at all... this is all my fault Shino I love you so much like you don't even know..." "Don't blame yourself for something I did to myself Kiba, it's my own fault being selfish not giving a damn about what other people's feelings, so you saved me Kiba" he tried to crack a smile but couldn't "It's just I love you so much to Shino..." "I do to Kiba, but the thoughts in Munich head were telling me something else, like if you didn't love me back, you would've be my friend anymore. If I hadn't listen to my thoughts and not cut I wouldn't had been in this the first place.." He started to tear up and all of sudden he screams on the top of his lungs "AHHH FUCKKKKKK WHATS HAPPENING TO ME!!!" I jump from Shino screaming seeing a bunch of doctors entering the room forcing me to leave "NO IM NOT LEAVING SHINO AGAIN HE NEEDS ME!!" I pushed myself away from the doctors seeing Shino in pain yelling "AHHHHHH!!!" They take out Shino out of his rooming rushing to the surgery room to find out what's happening to Poor Shino I couldn't go go any further because the forced me back into the waiting room leaving me really scared
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Next part in the next chapter but I hope you enjoy this chapter and I hope I didn't made y'all sad lol but I made myself sad!
