𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕀 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦•𝑹𝒚𝒂𝒏 𝑩𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒕

5

"Enough! I don't want to stay here anymore, I can't stand it anymore!"

Another broken plate, screams, cries.

"Jade I'm scared" Katherine comes to me a frightened.
"Don't worry, everything will be fine"

I grab his little hand and carry it out.

Arrive in front of Beaumont house and knock at the bell.

"Hey Jade, what are you doing here?" Mrs. Nancy asked sweetly.

"I'm...ehm "
I don't know why I came here.

I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to stop everything.
But I remain motionless.

"Emh,can we come in? Please"
"Of course"

We enter the welcoming house of the Beaumont family and the two twins chase each other.

"Ryan! Jade is here!"
He comes running and greets me with a beautiful smile.
"If you need anything, I'm there," Mrs. Nancy smiles at us and goes to the kitchen.

"Katherine you play with Sammy and Shawn okay?"
She nods smiling and goes to the two children.

Rye looks at me and just one glance understands that something is wrong.
"What happened?"

I would love to tell him so, but I can't.
Mum told me not to tell anyone or it will end bad.

All the things that happened in the last period come back to my mind and I burst into tears.

"Come here" hugs me in a warm hug.
"Everything will be fine, I'm here now"

And it was only then that I felt really safe.

•••

I'm m sleepy.
Too much sleepy.

This morning I woke up around six and I found myself in bed with Ryan stuck on him.

The embarrassing thing is that he had his face smashed on my tits and when I tried to unplug it he rubbed his face over it.

I wanted to die.

Then I managed to free myself by replacing me with a pillow, I left a kiss on the cheek and now I'm in my room for more than two hours.

I played a guitar, I sang, I tried to sleep again but nothing.

So I decide to get ready and go out.

I open the wardrobe and after a quick search I take a black skinny, a white T-shirt and my beloved converse.

I brush my hair and collect them in a high tail, a bit 'of mascara and a lot of perfume.

With 'Greatest Love Story' that resounds in my ears I go into the city.
I arrive at the park near the house and sit down on a bench.

I watch kids on bikes, women with strollers, men playing with their children.
It's all so beautiful.
For a moment I feel a strange lightness inside of me.
As if finally a vacuum has been filled.

And it all happens when I look at my best friend who smiles at me coming towards me.

"Hey hello" leaves me a tender kiss on the cheek and sits by my side.
"Hey," I smile.
How did he know I was here?

"What time did you leave? This morning I woke up and I didn't find you"
"Around six, I came back to my apartment"
And you rubbed on my tits, I'd like to add.
"It's been a long time since we slept together, we almost did it ... always" he smiles.
"Yes I remember"

"Do you remember when our mothers made us wash together?"
Oh God, what a shame.
I look away and he bursts into a roar of laughter.
"It was embarrassing" I say serious and he laughs even more.
I missed her laugh.

I start laughing too and we end up leaning against the other with tears in his eyes.
"I haven't laughed like this for years!" exclaim, drying my tears.
"If so I will make you laugh more often" he smiles.

He gets up and holds out his hand.
"Do you want to come with me?"
"To do what?"
"You just come with me, I'll make you die laughing"
I grab his hand and run to do some kind of madness.