brother's bestfriend || g.d

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Kayla's POV
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"GRAY PUT ME DOWN" I yell, laughing so hard, tears were spilling out.

"Never" he says, flipping me upside down and carrying me downstairs.

"We're gonna be late, dolan, put me down so I can make you breakfast." I said, smacking him.

"Fine." He says, putting me down on the counter.
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While making breakfast, grayson goes up to take a shower, only to leave me alone with one thing.

Ethan.

He makes his way down the stairs, and glares at me coldly, not speaking a word as he makes a plate and sits down at the dining table. He definitely knew, but I didn't care. I loved him just as much as I loved gray, but things were different.

After about 30 minutes of me scrolling through my Instagram while ethan ate his breakfast, gray finally comes downstairs. I felt Ethan's gaze turn to him, and I knew that this would be bad, so I went upstairs to take a shower as well.

As I closed the bathroom door, I heard them yelling at each other, arguing over me. It broke my heart, I hated it more than anything that I was tearing them apart, especially since it wasn't my intention.

I just wanted Ethan to be happy for me, but instead he was trying his best to hate me in every way possible, as if I had betrayed him.

I let these thoughts run off my shoulders along with the shampoo while I took my shower.

By the time I was finished drying my hair, I checked my phone to see the time.

"Shit, I'm gonna be late," I said, running into Cameron's room, hoping that I could find an outfit. I threw on joggers, Grayson's hoodie that was in the hamper and a pair of black converse.

I blow dry my hair as fast as possible, put on a little bit of mascara and throw on some hoops, and surprisingly, I looked pretty okay.

As I'm walking out, Gray is waiting in the car for me, but Ethan is in the front seat, and I know what he's trying to do.

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"You're late, Ms.Wright." Mrs.Lakewood said.

"I know, I'm sorry. My mom left earlier than usual and I didn't have my car. Sorry." I say, lying, leaving out the part with Grayson.

"Don't let it happen again, have a seat please." she says.

Reluctantly, I go to find my seat beside Ethan, and sit down.

He just looks at me, and then his eyes trail down, looking down at my hoodie.

"What is your problem E?" I ask gently. He ignores me for a few minutes before replying.

"If you actually cared, you'd know. I mean it's pretty obvious isn't it?" He replied in a tone that made me flinch.

"Is there something you'd like to share with the class Ethan?" Mrs. Lakewood asks, only making his anger rise.

"No, there isn't. Excuse me," he said as he walked out of the door, not looking back.

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I went home during free period, and just layed in bed.

It hurt honestly, I lost my best friend because I'm in love with his brother.

I always mess shit up, why can't I just be good enough?

Ethan has never been like this, not even when he found out that I liked Grayson, he's ALWAYS known.

wait, that makes no sense.

Does Ethan have feelings for me? Is he jealous?
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haha sorry for the cliffhanger:)
sorry if there's any mistakes lmao it's 2 am and I'm using my phone.

I tried to make this long but idek if it's long or too short.

I hate how this book is going, I don't know what to do with it so if you have have any ideas, PLEASE HELP!

I would love to take your advice. 💗