infected night | c.hw

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After my sleep over at Mina happened, she told me that I should tell him. If he doesn't accept it, he's not a true friend is he? I believe that makes sense. When I arrived to school on Monday, I was really procrastinating on when I should tell him. I really hope he accepts my feelings but I was also afraid this will ruin our friendship.

By the time I wanted to tell him, it was already Thursday, one day before the school year ended for 8th grade. After a few classes, it was finally lunch time. I decided to relieve some pressure off my shoulders and take a walk outside after eating. "Ah! I can't handle this." I whined and went to look for Mina. "Minaaaa~" I said as I spotted her. She walked to me and smiled, linking arms with me. "What's up?" "I don't know when to do it. I'm dying from pressure. I wanna chicken out." She started thinking and it was silent for a moment until she said something. "Tell him after school." I looked at her. "You think I should..?" She nodded and explained why. I nodded in understanding and let her go. I gulped and turned around to walk back only to bump into someone, causing me to knock over onto the concrete sidewalk. I groaned in pain and rubbed my hips abit. "Are you okay?! Sorry, Y/N I didn't see you! I was looking the other way and- I'm just sorry." He said and pulled me up, helping me balance. I didn't even realize who it was until I looked at him. Thank goodness I didn't start swearing at him. "It's fine Wonho. I'm okay." He sighed in relief. "Where have been? You haven't been with us all week. Tomorrow's the last day of school, come hang out with us." I gulped at the thought of seeing and talking to Hyungwon again because I was so awkward and worried. "I have some other things to do Wonho, I'm sorry..." I lied. He pouted and patted my head softly as if I was a puppy. "Its alright. But tonight we're going bowling and grabbing pizza. Wanna join us?" I smiled at the thought of having some fun with them again and I nodded. "Sure." He smiled wide and walked off before turning around and shouting to me. "I'll pick you up after school at 5 pm okay?" I turned and nodded to him as he turned around. My gaze followed him as he ran towards the other 6. I spotted Hyungwon with his hands in his pockets. His tall, thin, figure. Honestly, I wanna just shove a bunch of food into him. Why's he so skinny? I thought to myself and walked off.

I was freaking out so much at this point. The bell rang already and I'm at my locker unpacking my things. It was already so hard for to even look at Hyungwon at this rate. Out of nowhere, I saw him. He stood in front of me at my locker with his back pack over his back.

He came to me first.

I sighed of relief, knowing it was easier now that I found him already. "Um. Y/N? Can I tell you something?" He asked and my heart immediately started thumping faster. Did he feel the same way? Oh gosh, if he does, I'm done for. I nodded and looked at him. "I actually to tell you something too." He smiled his happy and closed my locker for me before grabbing my hand and running out of the school. "Let's go." "Huh? Go where?" My face was probably red at this point, this was the time time Hyungwon and I held hands and I was freaking out. He stopped in front of the bike racks where it was empty now. I was so excited to hear him. "You go first." I said after catching my breath. "Are you sure?" He asked me and o nodded happily. "Well...okay." He took a deep breath. "Wonho told me that you were going bowling with us tonight." I nodded in response. "That's great!" I smiled wide as he continued. My heart was going jump out of my chest!

"I was wondering if you could invite Sarang for me. You know, Song Sarang? I hear she likes me and I kinda like her too...Can you ask her to come bowling with us so we could hang?"

Those words. When they came out of his mouth, my heart. I felt like it broke into pieces. My lips quivered and I bit them to keep from tearing up. "Why me..?" He smiled happily as he told me this. That didn't help at all. It just got worst as he went on. "Because you're my only girl friend and my bestfriend too. I think if you asked her to come, she'll come." I gulped at the word "best friend". I couldn't believe I liked this guy. "Come on please Y/N? I really wanna make a good impression to her before the last day of school." I sighed abit and looked up at him. "You like her?" He nodded. "Are you okay..?" He asked as my eyes were getting watery. "Y-yeah. If it makes you that happy I'll ask her.." He smiled wide and hugged me before pulling away. "Now, what were you gonna tell me?" I looked at him. "You said you had something to tell me." I shook my head immediately. "I just wanted to tell you I was going bowling with you guys..but you already know anyways." He patted my shoulder.