Secrets

Our First Practice

"Seola, you're gonna skip practice today?"

"Yeah, I want to rest today."

"Okay, I'm gonna go now. Take care of the others and don't forget to call me if something happened."

I watch as Exy turned her back, her ass showing from that fucking short skirt. She never really dissapoint anyone with whatever she wears. It's been a while since the first time she pushed me on a wall and kissed me hard. She's not Exy at that time, she's still innocent Sojung back then and that thought still turn me on sometimes. We were really young at that time, we don't even know that we have this tension between us.

We were practicing at that time, just the two of us. You can only hear the music blasting off from the speakers but when the music's gone, you can hear us catching our breaths. Practicing for two hours straight without even drinking water, our energies are depleting. We stopped for awhile, Exy said she's going to get us water or we'll die from thrist. When she came back, the atmosphere changed.

Her hair was tied loosely and I didn't remember having 20/20 vision but I swear I can see her sweat trickling down her neck to her chest. That made me gulped. I went to Exy to get my water and I told her to get a towel and wipe her sweat but she didn't listened and proceeded to lie on the floor, sprawled like a turtle. She doesn't really care about being a wet dog so I did it myself. I sat beside her and wiped her face for her but when the towel came to her neck, the tension became stronger. I glanced to her eyes and I was shocked to see her looking at me too. I ignored the look she's giving and stood up to drink some water.

"Sojung-ah, let's continue so we could finish early." I said with my back turned at her. I turned to my left to look for Exy but she's not there. I got really confused because she was still there when I stood up. I turned again and fuck she's right in front of me.

"Ohh fu-- Are you trying to kill me?" I touched mt chest and my heart feels like it wants to get out of my chest. Exy's expression didn't change though and I saw her alternately looking at my eyes and lips. Up until now, she still does that whenever she needs me. It's funny how I thought she'll change when the company gave her her stage name but she didn't. She's still the dongsaeng I met years ago. So back to the story, I don't know what to do after that but I can feel that she really want to do something and she's just waiting a move from me.

I ignored her again because I'm fighting the urge to kiss her there. I haven't told you I have a crush on her, right? Yeah, ever since Chu Sojung matured (physically and mentally) and learned to rap, I started to like her even more. She lost her cuteness and gained a lot of confidence when she turned 19. She became more charming, alluring and sexier. Her aura changed from adorable to sexy. I don't know which side I like more but I know deep inside, I really like girl crush Exy.

I went to the speaker to turn the music on because if a staff walked in and saw us not practicing, I think we'd get punished. So I went to the front and started to practice on Tinashe's 2 ON.

Exy didn't move though but I continued to dance while she stare at my body. This is kinda embarrassing because she's already watching me for two minutes. I stopped the music and faced her.

"Aren't you going to move? We're wasting our time here Sojung. We still need to--"

She whispered something but her voice was too soft so I didn't heard her.

"What did you say?" She went near me this time and whispered, "You're hot." That fucking line can still make me aroused even if years had passed, even if we already debuted.

"What do you mean?" I whispered in her ears. If a staff walk on us like this, I don't know what would they think. She took a step back then took a step forward with the intention of kissing me. I took a step back.

Then another step,

and another step,

until I hit the goddamn wall.

My heart is beating so fast right now and I can't think straight. She trapped me between her arms and looked straight to my eyes. I feel so vulnerable with her stare. It's so deep and enticing then she leaned in.

It was not rushed. We enjoyed every inch of our lips, if that's possible. She also pushed her tongue inside my mouth and in return, I sucked on it. Her hands went to my shoulder and held on it tightly. Unfortunately, we only ravished our lips and nothing more. That was the first time I felt awkward practicing with Exy but after that, it happened again and again and again.

Guess what, I think I need to call her.

Author's note: A little shorter this time coz I can't think of what will happen next. Imma think of it first :)