Loner

Nirvana

{Phil's POV}
I wake up slowly and start to recall the events from the night before. I'm so stupid. Why did I call him?.. He probably thinks that I'm pathetic.
I'm snapped out of my thoughts as Dan says my name in a deep, husky voice.
Damm.
"What're you thinking about, lion?" He says gently.
I ponder my thoughts, "it's nothing really, but thank you for coming over last night. I'm sorry for calling you like that."
"Never be sorry," he snaps, "I know we've only just met, but I do care for you. You're something special, lion. You don't deserve to hurt, nobody does. I recently just learned to cope. I used to do that too." He points to my wrist. "There's better ways to cope. I promise." He says pulling me into the tightest hug.

I inhale deeply, this boy is going to be the death of me. He's too kind.

My mum interrupts our moment by knocking on the door, "Phil, who're you talking to?" She opens the door, "oh! Hi Dan!" She smiles.

"Hi Mrs. Lester!" Dan says with a cheeky grin.

"Well, there's food ready downstairs if you two want any!" She says and closes the door.

I sit up and look at Dan. I shrug and sit up next to him. "Wanna play some Mario kart?"

"Only if you want to lose," He smirks.

We play Mario kart for a good portion of the Saturday.
Dan's company makes me feel safe.

"So, Lion. Tell me more about yourself?" Dan asks sweetly.

"Well, what do you want to know?" I ask.

"Anything and everything.." he says.

So I go on and tell him my entire life. Everything. I tell him about how when I was in middle school, a High schooler took advantage of me, and how I've been depressed for most of my life.
He started to tell me things that related to the things that I have been through. We're more alike than I originally thought.
He has really fucking cute eyes. I love brown eyes. Especially his. They're gorgeous.

My mum brings us a large pizza up to my room for supper as we've basically just spent the entire day playing Mario kart and talking about life.

"Can you stay the night again?" I ask shyly.

His face lights up, "of course! I'd love to! Let me just call my mum."

He's able to stay, so we run over to his house to get him a change of clothes.
Damn, He's literally perfect.
He's going to be the cause of my nirvana.