Clay just woken up but there was no sign of Justin anywhere. Clay gets up from his bed finding his shirt on the floor. Clay walks down stairs and hears a soft females voice singing. Clay rubs his eyes making a loud yawn. He turns around to see Hannah making breakfast.
Hannah "good morning cutie"
Clay "Hannah?"
Hannah "yes?...Whats wrong Clay...your acting weird.
Clay "why are you in my dreams?"
Hannah "Dreams?...Clay sit down i made you coffee"
Clay took a seat and watched Hannah pour him coffee into his mug. Obviously this is my dream i can try to control my dream or just simply wake up. Clay took a big gulp of his coffee he feels the hot coffee going through his body slowly.
Clay looks up to see Hannah's body on the floor. Hannah Had bruises on her back and had vertical cuts running down her arms. Her body is flat on Clay's kitchen floor. Clay stands up and dashes through the kitchen floor feeling Hannah's cold body
Clay is frozen and doesn't know what to do but without hesitation Clay kisses Hannah's lips. Hannah's eyes open. she faces Clay looking up at him while her head resting on Clay's lap. Hannah coughs and inhales trying to catch a breath "Clay" "Clay" "Clay". Clay is in shock and doesn't know what to do.
Justin is trying to wake up Clay "Clay" "Clay" "Clay"
Clay wakes up sweaty and faces Justin.
Justin shaking Clay's arm frantically "Clay... What happen...Are you okay"
Clay "yes i'm fine...I just had a nightmare"
Justin knew it was about Hannah. Ever since Justin has lived with Clay he noticed Clay would have frequent nightmares about Hannah...and ever since her funeral Clay hasn't always been Clay. Clay would sometimes feel guilty and talk about her to me. yea I feel bad but sometimes i get jealous either Clay likes Hannah more then me Justin thought while getting Clay a glass of water.
I wonder if Clay has some sort of feelings for Hannah Justin thought giving the water to Clay. Clay gulping down the water as fast as he could. Justin always notices how cute Clay drinks with his cheeks filling up with water.
Justin doesn't know either to hold Clay's hand or lean into a kiss. Justin kisses Clay's mouth. The kiss was cold and wet. Cold from the water but wet from Clay's saliva. Clay opens his eyes and sees himself kissing Hannah. Clay touches Justin's chest and pushes him hard enough to make him fall out of the bed.
Justin falling on his back "w-what the fuck"
Clay "I'm sorry...I'm just not okay right now"
Clay giving his right hand to Justin so he can get up. Justin takes Clay's hand and stands up. "your still in love with her huh?" Clay's heart beats fast "I wish I can tell you the answer but I just don't know...I thought I moved on but I'm not really competently over it"
Justin sighs "ohh okay...what do I do?"
Clay "what do you mean...aren't we together?"
Justin "yea but I still don't want you to be in love with her...I wanted to go out so it can be us...It just makes me feel weird because Im having feelings for you and if your not feeling the same way then whats the point?"
Clay "yes I fully understand...I want you too Justin...but i just had one nightmare...trust me I know I would get it together"
Justin lays down next to Clay playing with his hair. Clay's hair was always soft and smells really nice. Clay faces Justin for a while...Justin let out a warm smile letting his fangs show. Clay always admired Justin's teeth and how cute it was. Clay couldn't help but laugh at him. Clay knew he was special by having Justin by his side
I honestly don't know why I get so worked up when I think about Hannah...I'm very special just to have Justin all to myself. I really should keep Hannah as just memories since shes gone now and just focus on what I have with Justin Clay thought looking at Justin's eyes with passion
Justin "Hey you wanna go to Monet's later?"
Clay "sure sounds like a date"
Justin kissing Clay on the cheek "this time I will be paying so don't worry about bringing money"
