When I'm upset.
I shut myself down.
I have no motivation for anything.
I tell myself that nobody cares,
even though I know someone does.
I think about all the negative things I could possibly think of.
I give myself all the pain,
thinking I deserve it.
I'm not sure why I do that,
but that's just how I am.
YOU ARE READING
Sad? Most definitely
AléatoireI don't what to feel anymore. I also don't want to tell people what I feel... so I'll write it. But it all doesn't belong to me
