Cykopath x Phantom Gacha world

Why.. why?

Why are you people saying you're gonna wait? Do you really have time for this? Do you really care? I don't get the message.. I don't understand... why do you think I'm still gonna write? You're all wasting your time..... I'm sorry
But do you really think I could change? Do you really care about me? Or is it just the story? I don't get it....