1.The yelling the screaming,sobbing and lying
Broken,desperately hoping you'd see me crying
Depression it kills inside out outside i smile inside im dying
2.The shiny metal follows its trails
Leaving red upon its tail
Splitting the once perfect skin
Killing you deep within
3. Breath shaky and shallow
Hiding the pain behind the shadows
Screaming your name above my lungs
Hold me please before i plunge
Into an ocean of sadness that drowns my head
Why cant the pain fade instead
Praying for warmth within the cold
Crying out for you to hold
My broken self in your arms forever
To tell me you'd stay with me by my side and never
Forget the good times we shared
Its sad to think you actually cared.
4.I throw away the blade
Put away the knife
Screwed the lip on the pills
Took a step outside
That where I sat down
On the ground
and thought about life
Through the hardest times
Through the darkest days
God will always love me
Jesus quite the same
I let my hair down
Dry my tears
Let go of my deepest fears
I need to look around
And realize I'm still here
Even if I don't see
There's reasons behind my years
And stories behind my broken wall
That just might go untold
Behind this broken home
Is love that unfolds
Time to open my eyes and see
That people still love me
Even after everything
Good or bad I speak
To myself positive things
That rarely linger my head
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This is my favorite poem I've ever wrote
