All this pain burried deep
All this shit I can't defeat
What is pain
What is life
Seems everything good in life is deprived
Drowning in tears that burn my eyes
Their holding me down
I can't break the ties
Separating me from what matters most
Trying to hold on trying to cope
"Stay strong for your siblings they need you"
But who's going to be there for me through this shit
I don't understand I just don't fit
In with everyone here
Just need an escape
A place with better care
Trying to find a way to keep hope
