I'm sorry...but you mean the world to me...you make me happy when i cry...helped me out...i feel like I'm an idiot...its stupid really...acting like a fren, to the person you love the most...its so stupid...but i do that to you...i try to do that tho, so you don't hate me...im crying as i write this jesus...just dont die on me...i cant lose you to death...i cant...i cant go on without you...you're the only person that makes me happy...only person i think about 24/7...only person i would sacrifice myself for...yeah Aster is a guud fren...but you...i never met anyone as nice and caring as you...just the thought of you, can make me smile...i had a teddy bear when i was little...i named it lily, cause i thought that was a good name...i always hugged it when i cried, and it made me happy...so when i think of you, you remind me of my bear...you both make me happy, and are always there for me no matter what happens...i dont care what you do...i will love you, always and forever...i shouldn't cause its a sin to god, according to my grandmother...but i...i love you anyways...your here for me...Aster isn't...you brighten my day...Aster dosen't...you give me the attention i crave...Aster doesn't...you don't mind all my weird pictures, and all the stupid things i say...your the person i love...nothing will ever change that
Ever...
