I stay up thinking of you
It hurts to imagine me without you
It tears me apart, eats me up inside
Its hard to breathe and think
It's hard to see and walk
Its hard to talk and hear
My life is a mess without you
I put up walls
Block everyone out
Its hurts to say, but it's true
I even to start to block out you
I don't try to
I don't want to
I don't need to
But, my mind says,
"She doesn't care about you, block her"
I obey and do what my mind tells me
I'm sorry
You sob
You panic
You scream
You can't breathe
You just can't anymore
You hurt yourself more then ever...
It hurts my heart
I hate this so much
Why do they stand in our way
I don't care what others think
I love you Lily
Nothing can change that you
I LOVE YOU ♡
