Somehow

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Somehow I haven't given

Somehow I'm still crying

Still bleeding

Still cutting

Still screaming

Somehow people are able to stay

Through the anger

Through the despair

Through the pain

Somehow losing seems best

I'm tired

I'm hurt

I'm threatened

Somehow I'm always snapping

I'm sorry

I hate this

I regret it

Somehow I'm tired of feeling

Regarding friendship

Regarding love

Regarding family

Somehow I'm still broken

Heartbroken

Mentally broken

Emotionally broken

Somehow I'm sick

With pain

With depression

With blood

Somehow I haven't disappeared

From your life

From the world

From memories

Somehow I can't explain

Why I am like this

Why I can't explain this

Who I am

Somehow the temptation holds true

Of cutting

Of killing

Of crying

And it's funny now, that I can no longer

Escape

Because I have no choice

You want the best for me...

Then let me go

Because at least I have an escape

One that's

Permanent

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