We all have things taht we want to keep up. Writing, sports, a healthy lifestyle.
But we want it all to the same time."I can do all of these things at the same time it is possible."
Maybe in a other situation it can be possible. But right now, you are so stressed and overwhelmed with all the stuff thrown at you at the same that the most common thin to forget is yourself.
Everything must be done in the exact same Moment.
And afterwards we are sitting there on our bed crying and ask ourselves why we couldn't climb that huge mountain in one day because other also can do it.
Because this people aren't you. They live in different situations.
It's not you fault that all of this things are not able to be done in one day.
Look at it like a great opportunity to take one mission one by one. It will be all done.
Give it some time.