Lost in his own creativity

Chapter 1: His first month on earth

David is laid on his right side on the bed and a cigarette on his lips like in his habitude, his eyes are also focused on a white paper without a word and he try since some days to wrote something on a his note book.

During this period nothing could distract my love from his inspiration and it's been 1 year he didn't have any  or find any inspiration about a new song or anything and even he's a perfect boyfriend in his own and perfect way and the passion about our new born couple he could for sure ask me to be quiet a while.

Sometimes I could see him look up at me during the night and smile strangely. He was the most wonderful and mysterious boyfriend I ever had. I don't know a lot about david, I know he's born in brixton and lived there with his mom and step brother terry but he never talked about his father. It's was like his past don't matter to him anymore. 

At 10 pm I prepared us a delicious dinner with what I bought this morning, he didn't take a bit of his dinner and don't get off to this dark room since some weeks probably he was afraid to see his inspiration go away from his mind. He had this habitude to love being alone in a half dark place for find his inspiration, maybe because it's remind him terry,  he was his influence and the tragic evenement happened 2 weeks ago and take him away from him. That's still broke his heart and also his inspiration. terry is his older step brother and they was inseparable until they take him away from him. They had wrote many song's together.

Also david could spend a week without eat anything or even talk, I didn't see him eat two dinner in a day or go outside ofently. he make a coffee with some milk like he like take his coffee. I tried to share in the middle of the night when I woke up from a nightmare a sandwich with some bacon in it that I made for us but he seem not noticed my worries.

David sweety, take the half of the sandwich
Not now

He never want shared my food or anything maybe because he feel embarrassed, he fallen asleep at 4 am. I put a blanket on us and we sleep until 11am, I hear the door bell.

Who is it?
How can I know Esther... I won't see anyone today.

His comportment start really to preoccupied me even I know he need more sleep and privacy, I opened the door and a old woman was standing in front of me. She seem very angry as him, she asked me 500 dollars for the rent. I was suprised and also angry because david told me he paid her 1 week ago.

Sure, but you didn't received the money's?
No, why I would be in brixton if I had my money's?
I'm sorry, I promise I'll gave you your money's soon. I didn't received my paid.
I gave you more week! So after if I don't receive my due, I'll expulses both of you.

She left the apartment and david was asleep, I still angry because he lied. I closed the door after she walk away with her pretentious walk. I sat beside david, I couldn't believe he could lie to me.

Why you lied?
I didn't...
So why she want more money's?
I don't know, maybe she don't like us

He was a bad lier, I tried one more time and he finally told me the truth.

..... I lost my job, I'm sorry
You lost your job, what happened?
Your dad, told me I'm lazy

I always know, he will fired him if he discovered he was my boyfriend. I never told him because he couldn't understand how much david is special and kind. At 12 am I ordered some food and we eat outside, we talked and try to find a solution to our problems.

You're dad is a asshole, you know that
I know, but he wouldn't see me being a homeless... His ego would be touched by this.
You're right so, you'll ask him some money's?
Yup, we don't have any choice and you'll start your career okay?
I'm not ready, I need more time
You wrote 4 albums, you can't wait anymore and you're amazing sweety trust me.
You said that, because you love me

He could also be so negative when he talk about himself, but always positive when he talk about anyone.

Baby you're a winner, I'm just a poor man.
I'm not like my dad, you know it and I don't care if you don't have money's or cars, houses! I love you and I'll always be here for you.

We kissed and we walk away from this park, at 14pm we join my vinyl store and bowie tried to find a job here too. I talk with my boss and ask him to gave him a chance.

I'll take a look on my boyfriend, don't worry... The Music is also his passion.
I trust you esther, don't disappoint me!