Split (Slow updates)

Chapter 16

The lights were shining on me and the crowd was cheering like crazy, Every nervous bone in my body suddenly gone, The music started and I turned my mic on, I started singing the opening song, While everyone was doing the fan-chant, It made me remember how much I love being on stage and doing concerts.

After the first song I looked at the crowd, "Thank you for coming here tonight!" I said into the mic, The crowd went crazy, I looked around again, "Wow there's a lot of you today" I laughed, Until I noticed a sign, I noticed the people holding the sign, They were my parents, Holding a sign that said, 'Please get married faster! I want my grand kids Y/N!' I was pretty embarrassed but I hadn't seen my parents in a while so I started tearing up.

A lot of the fans saw that and started asking what was wrong, I smiled "It's okay it's just my parents" I said kinda pointing at my parents, I was so embarrassed cause the sign was huge which mean't if anyone saw it they were likely to see what was on it.

I just tried to ignore my parents and the tears of not seeing them for a while and continued with the concert, the second song started and this song didn't start off right away with me singing, I had two eight counts for the dance before I sang.

Once all the songs were over I was breathing heavily but smiled widely, "I'd like you guys to give a big round of applause to some guys who may overall annoy me but have been there for me for the past year. Here's Stray Kids!" I said gesturing to Stray Kids as they came on the stage, obviously the fans went crazy since I didn't tell them till that moment.

The guys were smiling like crazy and waving at the fans, "We've prepared a very special performance for you! I hope you guys enjoy it!" Chan said putting his arm around me, I smiled and got into my position, Felix got into his position next to me and the lights dimmed, The music started and it was on

I was smiling like crazy while dancing and singing, It was probably one of the best nights of my life. The song ended and we turned to face the cheering fans, "We hope you enjoyed!" Chan said, The cheering got a little louder, The guys crowded around me to give me a big hug, They turned around and walked off stage.

"I have one more song for you guys! This song is special and dedicated to someone very dear to me" I said with a slight shaky breath, "I actually think this person doesn't know I wrote this song for them..But, I'm gonna sing it anyway". I was handed a microphone, I turned of my head piece and turned it away from my face. A few seconds later I was given a microphone stand a stool and my guitar.

I sat down in the stool putting my microphone on the stand, I took a deep breath before starting to strum the guitar, I started singing, One single spotlight was on me and even though I was nervous all I had to do was think of the person this song was written for. Felix, I wrote this song for him and he's gonna know it was for him.

By the time the song was over I pretty much crying, I took the microphone off the stand, "I hope you guys had as much fun as I did" I said standing up and wiping the tears from my eyes, "Thank you for coming out!" I said, and with that I left the stage and the concert was over.

The second I got backstage Felix ran up to me and gave me a hug, "So? Do you know now?" I asked through tears, Felix nodded as the other guys walked up to us and hugged me. Once they let me go Felix wiped away my tears with his thumbs, "Thanks" I smiled.

We walked to the bus together, But this time it was a little more awkward since I was sitting with Felix again and now he knows I like him, Jeongin already knew and I'm sitting next to him too so now Jeongin won't shut up about it and Felix and I are probably tomatoes.

I tried listening to music to distract myself since it might be less awkward if I wasn't paying attention. I looked out the window, but I didn't have the window seat..Felix did, And it probably looked like I was looking at him even if I wasn't.

Felix waved his hand in front of my face, I looked at him and took out an earbud, "What?" I asked as I looked at him confused, Felix turned a light shade of pink and looked away, "Nothing.." He said glancing back at me, I looked at him more confused but I ignored him after a second and continued looking out the window.

The rest of the ride was pretty normal since I continued to listen to my music and the guys screamed the lyrics of their music. Once we got home I set down my school stuff, since we never had time to drop it off before the concert, I slowly walked to my room and flopped on the bed, Exhausted from the day I closed my eyes for a minute.

I ended up falling asleep and when I woke up it was about 3:00AM, I sat up to see Felix peacefully sleeping next to me, My eyes widened and I wanted to scream but I knew if I did I'd wake everyone else up and I really didn't want to do that.

I slowly moved off of my bed and I stood there for a good five minutes just watching Felix, Confused as why he was there and how I didn't notice. I sighed and walked over to Felix's bed and laying down in it because I was tired and I wanted to go back to sleep.

And then I forgot I was still in the clothes from the concert, I sat up and grabbed my pajamas, I went to the bathroom to change since I also needed to brush my teeth and get off the makeup. Once I was done with that I went back to my room, I Looked at Felix who was still sleeping... In my bed, I sighed and climbed into his bed and went to sleep.



(A/N: Hi! I'm sorry this is coming out so late! I've been pretty busy with stuff lately and I haven't found the time to update. I'll try to update more when I'm done being so busy but starting September I have dance which means I'll probably be updating late at night or in the middle of the day EST. I hope you guys enjoy this chapter and I'll try to come out with the next one as soon as I can! Thank you for all the support!! <3)