A New End to My Ruthless Beginning

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Every day I ponder a new death,
I shed a new skin of ways to die
Like a chameleon sheds shades of black.
For today blood drips from my throat,
Tomorrow I turn into ash blossoms and rubble.
And for years to come, king death will reign on my parade;
The tyrant of my sweet lovers soul.
The rope twists arround my neck,
The soft bullet leaves my brain's side,
and the sweet, succulent, poisen kisses my lips.

Let me be pulled to the grave,
Not in peace, but in the chaos of  love;
A love -hate bond to the world 
That leaves a smeared trail of blood
Behind as a memoir to my life.
I want to be remembered violently,
Tear streams and all; as a sad betrothed sap
Who loved so passionately
That even death followed my every word.

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