I feel that I'm worthless. Nobody could love someone like me, not even Daniel! The pain is killing me... Should I end it? End my life and end all of mine and everyone else's suffering? God, everyone knows they'd be better off without me. I'm a mess.
YouTube has rejected all of my videos since I'm no longer a efficient society influencer. I'm broke and depressed. I feel so dirty for letting all those people down, but why should they like me? All these questions and no fucking answers, I can't take it anymore!
*phone rings - caller ID - Cedar Miles*
What? Why is he calling at this time? Oh, this better be important!
"Hello?" My tone is barely recognizable.
'Hey! Joey I just wanted to ask if I could stop over for a while? Tera kicked me out and I really need to talk to somebody.'
"At 2 in the morning?"
'Yeah, I'm really sorry to bother you, I'll just go—'
"No."
'Hm?'
"Come over, I could use some company."
'Alright, thanks! I'll be over in 10'
*end call*
Ugh! What is wrong with me?
But honestly, I do need the company. To feel the warmth of someone else. Fuck it! I'm gonna make you mine, Cedar.
*doorbell rings, Storm and Lark start barking but Wolf stays quiet*
Nothing could prepare me for what was going to happen next. I pulled him into a deep kiss. Time froze. I can't believe this!
He kissed me back after a moment of nothing but awkward stillness.
The room was getting hotter, or was it just him? I could feel his intensity just from his pulse. Sheer lust might be what you call it, but I think I've found the one.
He pushed me harder against the wall. I unknowingly let out a small moan. Oh fuck. Bear smiles into our kiss and pushes even harder.
'You like that, don't you?'
"I might." I smiled devilishly at him.
He put his hand around my throat as he used his other to gently trace the outline of my bulge with his fingers.
'You're my bitch now.'
"I want you Cedar! I've wanted you for so long..."
'You've got my attention, and you'll get a lot more from me if you rip off those tight jeans of yours.'
I slid down my jeans, like he asked. Oh damn, I'm hard....
I tried using my hand to cover it but Cedar removed it and started pulling down my boxers.
'You don't need to be shy, I'll treat you right.'
Mmf! His warm mouth on my cock felt amazing. He started moving and with every movement, he made me moan. I've never felt this good in my life.
'You taste good, Joey', He said almost too seductively.
He stood up, but only to remove his clothing too. First the sweatpants, that showed his big cock, very well. Next, the boxers, oh wow, Peter Griffin's face is all over them! Ha!
'Something funny?'
"—Oh! No ha, it's nothing, keep going."
'I think you find something funny!'
He pushed me to the wall and grasped my throat with his strong hands. He grabbed my cock and furiously strangled it.
Why did this turn me on?
He kissed and bit my neck, leaving love marks with each one.
'I'm gonna punish you for that.'
He pushed my head down to where I was at eye-level with his massive dick.
'Get me ready to enter your tight ass.'
I started sucking and licking, I tried as hard as I could but he was too big to fit all the way into my throat. Then, he pushed himself into my mouth, and down my throat. Oh god, he's so big! He pulled out of my mouth slowly; his cock was all slimy and wet.
'I think I'm ready, turn around baby.'
I turned around and he started licking my ass very intimately and put his tip at my entrance.
'Are you sure, Joey?'
"Fuck me daddy."
'As you wish.'
He suddenly and very abruptly slams into me with his whole length.
"aaaah!"
'You asked for it.'
He started to move and it felt so good.
God, why didn't I do this sooner? His veined cock was rubbing the walls of my tight anus.
'Fuck you're tight!'
He slammed into me harder with each thrust. I bet he never did this to Tera.
"You're gonna make me cum, daddy!"
He made me feel alive, important. He could make me feel anything if he wanted to.
He fucked me until my ass was gonna collapse, with one final push, his warm cum was filling me to the brim. He got down on his knees and licked it all up.
What a gentleman!
I got up to turn around and he met me with an amazing kiss.
'Fuck Tera. I have someone so much better.'
Those words made me want to jump so high and scream so loud, but I just contained it and brightly smiled while going in for another kiss.
I really found the one. And I'm so happy.
Fin.
