I'm gonna start this off in a way I haven't done things in a while, honestly.
First off, no clue what age everyone thinks I am, I give different ages to everyone, but I am 16. I was born August 13th 2001 in Ontario Canada at 11:58 PM.
My name, isn't Gerard. It used to be Gerard, its Holden now. It's been Holden for a while, since I publicly came out, I've been out online longer than I was irl. Which is why it /was/ Gerard. It's still cool to call me that.
I am trans. AFAB, FTM whatever term you use, I'm a guy, but people used to not know that.
I am currently taking Testosterone, I've been taking it since December 16th 2016. For those who don't know, that's male hormones, it's what makes my voice deep, my ass hairy, and my sanity intact.
I am booked for top surgery. It should be this month in fact, but there's a slim chance I'll get pushed to December. For those who don't know, top surgery is a SRS surgery for FTM men, it's the removal of breast tissue. I will be getting double incision and grafts, which means I'll have two big scars on my chest.
I am a dysphoric trans person, which means I'm aware of my dysphoria, some people are not.
I am mentally ill. I've got Depression, Severe social anxiety, generalized anxiety, and Borderline Personality Disorder
As of 2018-7-1 I currently am still getting my period, despite my T levels being proper.
I do a lot of stealth, which means not everyone knows I'm trans. This can lead to rather awkward situations.
I am a biromantic, Demisexual. I don't really date many girls though, personal preference.
I'm currently in foster care, which means I live with a family that isn't my own, they're very lovely people who take care of me as my mother was unable to.
I sometimes struggle with eating disorders. It's mostly in the past, but I can be triggered back into them. I would v much appreciate if no one comments on my weight, I don't really like the overwhelming anxiety over eating to the point where I'm fainting from the lack of sugars.
This seems decent sized, if yall got any questions ask.
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Trans life
RandomWell, screw it, lets out myself on the internet, nothing bad will ever happen from this. I'll start by mentioning irl I am doing stealth living for the most part, many people are aware I am trans, people who meet me are not. I'm just gonna use this...
