My name is Benjamin Lawman. I am a video game FANATIC. It's my way of escaping reality. Yea I know, your thinking what's so bad about reality? Well, I can answer that. I have severe social anxiety. Nobody understands how hard it is just to walk outside, and NOT hyperventilate when I make eye contact with someone!
Ugh. I have zero friends. Not one. Zilch. Nada. I'm considered a freak at my high school. My dad is a slight alcoholic and my mom likes my sister Maria more then me. I'm apparently a mistake. Whatever that means. Want me to continue with the reasons why I hate reality? Probably not.
So, I play video games every. Single. Day. My favorite game is Majora's Mask. I've played that over ohhhh let's see, 26 times. I still play it though. I can relate with the second main character. His name is Majora. He supposedly stole this mask that made him evil and crazy. NO! That's not why I relate. I'm not crazy, and I'm not evil. It's because of why he stole it. His so called friends left him alone and scared in the middle of no where. He wants so badly to be noticed and cared about that he goes over the edge! I can relate. I want to be noticed. Loved. Cared for. Half the time I have to cook my own flipping food because my parents forget I'm there.
Umm. Yea. That's partially my fault. I lock myself in my room the moment I'm home from school. But, who wants to be around family when your dad is RAGING around the house because he drank to much. Or your mom yells at you for making a noise when coming down the stairs( yea they stuck me in the attic). Yep. This is my life. I try and tell myself, things that happen to you, don't define you, right your own story, and don't let others stop you. It's enough to keep me going. I guess.
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FanfictionVideo games are way better then people.... At least. That's what I thought. My name is Benjamin Lawman. This story, yeah it's about me. But...It's not a happy story. I wish I could say it was. You can turn away now. You don't have to read and liv...
