So far away - MYG x Reader [Completed]

I lov-...

Y/N's pov

I don't know what was going through my head when I accepted.

Seeing him in my dreams and seeing him next to me, feeling his presence and scent, were like day and night.

"Sooo... I guess I'll sleep on the floor"

"I can do that instead, what will the fans say when they'll hear I let you sleep on the floor?"

"What will they say when they'll hear I slept in a girl's room?" He shamelessly said with a smirk.

"Sleep on the floor all you want!!!" I blurted.

He just teased me with giggles. I gave him a pillow and a blanket and turned off the lights.

We both laid facing opposite directions.

"Good night"

"Good night" I replied and turned around to look at him through my lashes.

/How am I supposed to sleep now???/

I tossed and turned for a few minutes, but he was motionless.

/He must be tired.../

I sat up and looked at him. The light from the headlamps of the occasional cars passing by hit his face now and then and his beauty hypnotized me.

I let myself fall back on the pillow, turning around.

/Don't act like a stalker. Don't act like you have no control. You're stronger than that./

I really didn't want to make him uncomfortable, even if it seemed like he was sleeping deeply, not moving a muscle.

Some more time has passed and I still couldn't sleep, due to the fact that I was so nervous around him.

I opened my eyes and looked outside. The sky was clear, no trace of clouds, just the bright moon and its little star companions.

"Are you awake?" His voice broke the silence.

I didn't answer. I squeezed my eyes tightly and held my breath.

"I know you are" his voice sounded softer. He rested his weight on his elbows.

I turned to face him and sighed.

"Want to come in bed with me?"

It was clear that neither him, nor I were expecting that to come out of my mouth.

He cleared his voice but ended up not saying anything. He just stood up and laid next to me.

Our backs were touching and I was scared he could feel my heart beating hard. At some point I couldn't even tell if it was my heart or his.

I sighed and closed my eyes tightly. And just like that... it was already morning and I didn't realize when I fell asleep.

I woke up by the sound of him opening the door.

I said with a soft voice "What are the fans going to say when they hear you left a girl's room without even saying goodbye?"

He took his hand off the doorknob and laughed.

"I didn't want to wake you up... you are free to come spy my practice again"

I smiled and waved goodbye.

I watched him leave and got out of the bed. On the pillow that was on the floor I found a note written on an advertising flyer that he found in the room. It was his phone number.

So we didn't meet in dreamland last night. But his note...

/It means he still wants to try... right?/

I knew he was about to start the practice in an hour, so I got ready as fast as possible, just to have a chance to see him go inside.

Not many fans were around. It was a Sunday morning so I guessed they assumed there wouldn't be any practice.

I went to the same spot I found the day before and I waited for the van to come. All guys, except for him, got out of it.

A few minutes later I felt a finger tapping my shoulder.

"Here" He said, giving me a cup of warm coffee "I bought decaf, so we can sleep at night".

I blushed and stuttered "Oh, thanks".

He scrunched his nose and waved goodbye, going inside through a backdoor.

I followed him with my eyes, and then I took my bag from the grass and went to that mysterious entrance. The door was purposely left half open, so I stuck my head through the crack.

I watched the whole practice and he sometimes would smile at me.

After they wrapped up, he came to see me for a second.

"Let's do it like the first time, okay? You have my phone number. I gotta run now."

"Okay" I soundlessly said watching him leave.

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"Hey Yoongi, it's Y/N... Nonono... Yoongi, hey.. Nonono... Hello, Yoongi I called because... Agh. Why am I so awkward...?"

I finally dialed the number.

"Hey, Y/N"

"Hey, Yoongi, it's me Y/N"

"I... know"

"Just stick to the script I made in my mind, okay? " We giggled.

"Okay, go on."

"That's all I had... "

"Right. So? Phones under the pillows?"

"Yeah... Okay then, goodnight, I lov-... goodnight"

/That was close, f*#k!/

"Before you fall asleep, imagine walking down a paved alley. At the end of the path there are some big gates, and above that there's a sign that says "Dreamland" " I guided him.