Midnight love

Chapter 11

~Taehyung pov~

Jungkook hasn't went to school for 3 days. He just doesn't want to go. I haven't gone either. He wasn't scared he'd run into Chul, he wasn't scared that his parents would talk to him. It's just, he hasn't moved, eaten, or anything. He just want to lay in bed, me by his side. I knew the time was coming that we'd have to have sex, or Chul would eventually beat me. He knew it too. But he didn't want to admit it. Eventually, I thought about just forcing it, but then I would push that idea away. I sighed and rubbed his back. We were lying in bed. Not talking, not kissing, not doing anything. Just laying. His face was in the crook of my neck and his leg was wrapped over my lower stomach.

"Kookie, are you hungry?" I asked. He nodded. I smiled, thinking he's better now, or at least getting better. "What do you want to eat baby?" I asked. "Pasta." He answered. I nodded. I texted my mom to make pasta. She quickly replied 'Okay' and then I heard her cooking downstairs. "My mom is working on it baby." I said. He nodded and got closer to me, if that was possible. I sat up. He held on to me. "I'm not leaving, I'm just sitting up." I said. He loosened his grip. I sighed. "Baby, why are you acting like this? Are you scared? Worried? Regretful? What?" I asked. "I... I don't know." He answered "Alright. How about we watch a movie to get your mind off things?" I asked. He shrugged. I sighed. "Ok, let's just turn on the tv and see what we can find." I said, tunring on the tv. I scrolled through the channels and found an action movie. We then started watching it.

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Jungkook ate all of his food, which I'm happy he did. "So, what do you wanna do?" I asked. He thought. "I don't know..." He answered. I sighed and walked over to him. He was standing at the sink, washing his plate. I blacked hugged him. "You can talk your feelings out, it may help..." Said said softly. He nodded. He turned around and pecked my lips. He then walked upstairs. I followed. We walked into my room. Jungkook sat down on the bed. I lightly closed the door and sat down beside him. "I-i... when- ugh." He sighed. "Take your time babe." I said. He blushed at the pet name. "Ok, at the party... when Chul found me. He instantly just took me to that room. No words were exchanged no nothing. He then had his friends in there, ready to stirp my clothes off and restrain me. Along with blindfolding me. I felt so scared. I didn't know what was happening. All of the-the thoughts about him controlling me and stuff, like you said, came flooding my mind. I couldn't think. All I remember is thinking that Taehyung won't get here in time... it's over... your life is over... your future relationship is over... you and Taehyung are over... I was scared. I still am. What if I've basically used up all my luck. Like, the next time I'm alone and he's there, what if that time you actually don't get there in time?" He said. "So... I know that we've got to do it eventually, but, I'm scared.... Haha, I feel like a pussy now." He said, chuckling. I smiled. "You're not a pussy. It's normal to not know what to expect." I replied. He sighed and looked at me. "If... if I agree to do it, will you be gentle and slow... and stop when I tell you?" He asked. "I will be careful and gentle as if you were glass. I will also stop when you want me to." I said. He held out his hand, his pinky finger extended. I smiled and locked my pinky with his. He smiled and scooted over to me. "I love you." He said. "I love you too." I answered.

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"So, when do you wanna do this?" I asked. "Whenever you do... just not tonight please, I need to kinda get myself together." He answered. "Ok, that's fine, I understand." I smiled. He nodded. We then lied in bed all day and watched movies. He was slowly getting better. He would eat and talk and stuff. I smiled and kissed his cheek. He giggled and we cuddled until we fell asleep.