nine months next sunday

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I want to believe you love me.
I mean,
I can taste your love in my mouth
Though my jaw aches.
But you
Hold me tight and kiss me kindly.
Whisper three words.
You always do!
You of course tell me you love me.
You just told me.
Though I cant help but feeling like
I'm not enough.
I'm annoying.
I care too much.
I do not care.
But I do care!
Love, I care about you to where
My heart swells and yearns to hold you
My heart stops in fear you'll leave me.
Maybe I'm too overbearing.
Or maybe I'm overthinking.
Overthinking overthinking
Overthinking overthinking
Oh no I'm panicking im too
Much for you im the worst I'm an
Atrocity throw me out now
Tear up my gifts and forget me
.
I'm sorry.
I wont leave you as long as you want me.
I will wipe your tears and hold you closely.
I will kiss you kind.
I will place a ring upon your finger.
I will sing for you and show you my love.
I'll freak out again,
Trust me.
I love you and I'm sorry.

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