Caged ฯNeganฯ

-Never venture alone-

Negan left shortly after his little rage, leaving me to sit alone on his bed with my thoughts. I know I should have listened to Negan when he said to stay in his room, but who could blame me for what I did. I'm lucky Negan took his rage out on the wall and not me. It's weird because if it was someone else he would have killed them right then and there, but I got lucky I guess.

I wouldn't mind if he killed me, it's not like I ment anything to the world anyway. Negans always treating me like I'm fragile, or I'm not capable of doing anything, I'm tired of him treating me as if I'm a child. I am a woman! At this point I was fusing with anger. I looked up to the impression on the wall, for some reason my chest tightened and my heart ached.
I shook it off and decided to go down to the cafeteria to get some supper, which was probably just a sandwich.
It was 12:00 at night hopefully the cafeteria still had something to serve.
When I turned the corner, I heard a sound, a familiar sound because I used to do it all the time, it was the sound of crying. I peeked around the corner once more to see a girl, not much older than me, in a tight black dress with long blonde hair slouched down against the wall at the end of the hallway.
I felt bad for not seeing what was wrong with her,  but it wasn't any of my business . I continued down the stairs until I got to the cafeteria. As i entered, I saw a few people seated at tables talking to each other, some giving me looks,  others looking down finding interest in their food.
I grabbed a plate and got in the short lunch line. The lady serving the food just gave me a look of disgust, so I thanked her as she gave my food. When she ignored me, I scoffed and walked off to a table. I sat down and began eating my sandwich that the lady had served to me.
I looked up and scanned the cafeteria to see Dwight and Simon giving me looks, pointing at me and laughing, like we were in middle school, so I gave them both the bird, and I left.

As I was climbing the stairs, I turned a corner, as I did, I ran into something hard. I looked up to see it was just one of Negans men, the creepy one. Sure all of Negans men were creepy but this one saw every girl as eye candy.
"Um sorry excuse me." I said moving aside to start walking down the hall, but when I did, I earned a tight grip on my arm, jerking me back.
"I didn't quite catch your name princess." The man said. I gave him a look of disgust at the pet name.
"Jessie." I said taking a step back and jerking my arm away from him.
The man let my name roll off his tonge, liking the sound of it.
"Your that new girl, Negans little bitch, right? I'm sure he wouldn't mind if I tried you out for a chance."
The man said smirking, earning a slap to the face by me. He quickly pinned me to the wall, pulling my hands behind my back.
"Get off me you sick fuck!" I kicked and screamed but it was no use. It only earned a chuckle from the man.
Soon I heard the sound of a zipper going down behind me, then tugging at my pants. At that very moment I saw my life flash before my eyes.
The tears started to roll out of my eyes landing at my feet. Turning into sobs.
My body felt so vulnerable, so weak, so numb.
I squeezed my eyes shut, waiting for it to be over. And it was, as soon as I heard metal on metal.
My rapist' s face ran cold, pale, almost solid white. The man dropped me as quick as light. My body tumbling to the floor.
"Sir I-" The man began, but was cut off.
"Oh I know what you were doing, you were trying to rape her, you were trying to rape her wasn't you?" A deep voice asked. Negans voice.
"Sir no, I- I'm sorry I-" The man said before being cut off again by a sharp silver blade going through his neck.
"You know what, I do not except your apology." Negan said pulling the blade from the man's throat.
In the process, blood splattered all over me. The man's body fell limp to the floor, blood still spewing from him, along with his gargles.

Negan bent down to the man and stuck the knife in his head, preventing him from coming back, again.
Negan came over to me, bending down to my shaking body. I looked into his eyes as I could see sorrow and anger in them.
I quickly flung to Negans body, soaking his plain white t-shirt with blood, also soaking his shoulder with my tears.

Negan rubbed my back and picked me up, I wrapped my legs around his waist as he carried me into his room.

He being me into the bathroom and started the warm bath water.
Once it was full, he put in some bubble bath.
He closed his eyes and started stripping me.
He didn't open his eyes but once, catching sight of my bare chest.
"I- I'm sorry Jess." Negan said looking down.
I just faintly smiled at a blushing Negan.
He closed his eyes again, and continued taking my clothes off.
Once I was fully naked, Negan, still with his eyes closed, atleast I thought, helped me into the bath.
I sunk into the warm water, relaxing.
Negan began scrubbing my body with soap.
"You can open your eyes now." I said.
Negan easily opened his eyes smiling.
My private placed were covered by the bubbles.
Negan stared into my eyes, caressing my face with one hand, his thumb running over my cheek. He began leaning in, but there was an interruption. Negans radio buzzed to life.
"Sir we need you in block C." A voice rang out.
Negan sighed, removing his hand from my cheek, he leaned in, this time to my forehead, planting a small kiss to it.
We both smiled before he exited the bathroom.
I wouldn't rather be anywhere but here right now.

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I knowwww, long chapter. Buttt, I hope you liked it. So close to kissing I know but it's not that perfect in my book.😋 Don't forget to vote!🖖👽 love you guys.💙💙