A Mothers Love

4

Michael had sat on the chair near him and looked up at me with an emotional face (picture above). I can tell he'd been crying, he also knew I've been crying as well. I tried to walk by him but he grabbed me by wrist. I instantly turned to look at my wrist then up at his face.

Michael: babe, can we please talk please I'm sorry...

Me: Michael NO ! Get your hands off of me, why would you do this to me, actually to your family !!? Did you even think about me and your daughter??

Michael: of course I did, that girl came onto me though ! I love you very much Belanna thats why I'm telling you..

Me: you dont love me if you went and slept with some random girl ! I dont want to hear this right now.

Michael had followed me up the stairs until our bedroom door

Michael: baby please talk to me, I'm truly sorry dont do this to me, I need you.

Me: I dont want to talk to you right now, we can talk later I need to think.

I slammed the door in anger but I was crying on the inside. As much as I didn't want to believe what he said, I had to accept it. I watched the old videos of me and Michael on our vacations, even the videos of when I was pregnant with queen. I cried so much I couldn't handle it, I put my phone on the charger and went to bed. I woke up the next morning and went out of the bedroom then downstairs. Michael was sleeping on the couch with nothing only but his shorts on. I could tell he was a bit cold so I put a blanket on him. I had sat down on the stool facing away from him. He woke up 10 minutes later and came up behind me and planted a kiss on my neck while giving me a warm hug. I shrugged him off but he made this little crying noise and I just let him hug me because I missed him. He turned me around on the stool and placed his hands on my face then kissed me, he knew I was still mad at him. I gave in and hugged him back. I will always love my little Mikey. Before he tried to anything else I slightly pushed him back.

Me: I need you to explain to me what happened last night.

He grabbed my hand and walked us over to the couch and sat down.

Michael: *inhales and exhales slowly* I did sleep with this other girl after the interview because she had asked if she wanted to go out for drinks then after that she took me to the bathroom and just came onto me, I know I shouldn't have which I'm truly sorry with all my heart, I love you with all my heart Belanna. Will you ever forgive me ??

Me: *leans in* yes I will forgive you, but I have one question and I need you to be honest... Did you use protection ?