Bullied By The Bad Boy (Book 1)

{15}: Tired

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Bullied by the badboy
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SUMMER'S POV
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alone, scared, broken, tired of everything, your icy eyes bore into my ugly bloody skin looking down at me with a satisfied smirk not giving a care in the world that you broke me.

I'm floating

Maybe even dead

Some people want me dead I tried to but I failed, I feel numb my skin burning from your stare

All I wanted was a friend, instead I got the devil leaving inside a boy I used to know or did I? You didn't change your ways.

You never did

You probably want me dead like the rest of them

I felt my eyes open, how long was I out?, My head felt like someone bashed it against a wall over and over, the door opened revealing you. You just stared at me no smile no smirk.

"You had it coming" you told me harshly, I was a little taken back but I knew you never cared deeply about me.

W-what" my voice cracked.

"You deserved it" he said " I don't know why I became friends with you" unshed tears daring to spill.

"This is a dream" I repeatedly said.

"Summer your a worthless piece of shit a whore, slut, ugly, dirty little bitch who needs to die" he kept saying things I didn't want to hear.

"No, no, no" I banged my head on the wall, covering my ears.

"No one loves you, not me, not your parents, not anyone, I hate you summer I want you to die, I can't  believe I fucking cried for you, and did what I did for you".

"STOP IT" I shouted my voice already horse, I felt tears rush down my face mixing with blood.

Tired of crying salty tears

I swallowed the bile in my throat that dared to come up, I wanted you to leave me to rot but you kept pestering me about how ugly I am.

"I will never be your friend, feeling upset, betrayed"  "you deserve it summer" he took a glance at me walking back out.

Getting up limping to the mirror looking at my pathetic self,

Blood boiled in my veins, vivid memories came slapping me in the face.

Worthless

Ugly

Fat

Whore

Slut

Die

Kill yourself

All they did was chant it everyday in my face not giving a damn about my feelings.

I walked out the school bathroom limping through the halls, he knew this was going to happen and yet he still didn't stop it.

The sun was going down kids already left for the day, forgetting about me like they always do.

I pushed the double doors open, walking out.

Dried blood all over my face metallic smell burning my nostrils, my body ached every step I took to my house, car's drive past me not taking another glance.

I guess everyone was right I am worthless piece of shit.

I made my way in, thanking God my parents wasn't home, I stripped my clothes off carefully getting in the shower I hissed the water beating down on my new bruises.

I leaned my head on the cold tile wall just letting the water fall freely over me.

Spending ten minutes in the shower just standing there, the water turned cold I shiverd getting out wrapping a towel over my body slipping on my undergarments followed by my pajamas.

Angry

At myself and the peers around me, I rather stay here in bed alone, scared broken, tired.

My life is movie, and everyone's watching

So let's get to the good part and skip all the nonsense

I want something more than revenge, clearly karma wasn't on my side.

I wanted them to feel the pain I was in, I wanted them dead to rot.

I wanted them gone for good

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SC: Beth-tho