I'll leave you to interpret this because i dont want to say things outright

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Since I'm horrible at expressing my emotions I'm going to tell you stuff in the form of TØP lyrics (some of which are edited a bit to fit my feelings) and a rhyming couplet I made.

Disclaimer: you don't have to try and figure anything out. I don't care if you realize what's wrong or not. Please don't waste your time on me, I just need to get things out.

My time bomb ran out again today
There really isn't much more to say

I have a Migraine, and my pain will range from up, down, and sideways

I'll stay awake, because the dark's not taking prisoners tonight

My heart is my armor
She's the tear in my heart

When the leader of the bad guys sang
Something soft and soaked in pain
They heard it from her secret hideaway

She must of forgot to close her door
As she cranked out those dismal chords
And her four walls declared her insane

I have writers block and my writer hates the clock
She will not let me sleep
I guess I'll sleep when I'm dead
Sometimes death seems better than this migraine in my head

(You know what just- this entire song right here)

I will make you queen of everything you see

Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat

You're the judge

So guys, my question for you is, if you have time, and if you want, which you don't have to:

Can you save my heavy, dirty, soul for me?

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