Things Went Wrong

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The events that occur around me envelop me in a deep dark place

Everyone passes on with their lives

Their loved ones, their friends, their family

I'm left stagnant-- I'm left drained

My souls been emptied of all it's contents

There's no life in me

What I once had was what everyone wanted

An ear to listen

A voice to speak

A shoulder to cry

All my life it's been that way

No one for support

I support myself

No one for wisdom

I become wise

It seems as if my life theme song is a sad song

Truth is it is

There are ups and downs in my life

But there are things that are hard to look past

There's no going back

I once was happy

Carefree

Joyful

I want to go back but the darkness in my heart

In my soul

In my mind

Won't liberate me

And there's no going back

There's a sequence of events in my life

Someone new comes in

I deceive myself into believing I'm their priority

But as it always is I'm left as the second choice

But that's how life rolls

That's how the song sings

That's how the bees buzz

I'll just continue to live life the way it shall continue

Live with no regrets

Accept me for who I am

Here I am

And there's no going back now