My Name Is Hell

OUTRO

Hell 

Andito ako ngayon sa labas ng bahay nila Harry at Heaven.

"Bro wag kabahan." 

Sabi ni Judson, isang buwan na rin simula ng malaman kong nandito na ulit sa bansa si Heaven at isang buwan na rin simula na lagi kaming magkasama at may narealize ako at yun ay mahal ko talaga si Heaven.

"Bro, wag kang matakot kay Harry. Di mo naman lolokohin si Heaven eh." 

Sabi naman ni Briggs.

"Oo nga saka di dapat ikaw ang matakot kay Harry, ikaw kaya mas nakakatakot." 

Tinignan ko naman ng masama si Caleb, kitang kinakabahan na ko tapos mang aasar pa siya.

"Tsk, umpisahan na nga natin." 

Nag umpisa naman na silang tumugtog kaya naman ang umpisa na kong kumanta.

Mmm mmm, yeah

Doo doo, doo doo doo, doo doo doo

Oh yeah

Gotta change my answering machine

Now that I'm alone

'Cuz right now it says that we

Can't come to the phone

And I know it makes no sense love me again

'Cuz you walked out the door

But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore

(It's ridiculous)

It's been months

And for some reason I just

(Can't get over us)

And I'm stronger than this, yeah

(Enough is enough)

No more walkin' round

With my head down

(Yeah)

I'm so over being blue

Cryin' over you

And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing

You were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs

So sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calendar I have

That's marked July 15th

Because since there's no more you

There's no more anniversary

I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you

And your memory

And how every song reminds me

Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing

You were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs

So sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)

Leave me alone

(Stupid love songs)

Don't make me think about her smile

Or having my first child

I'm letting go

Turning off the radio

'Cuz I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing

She was still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs

So sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishing

She was still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs

So sad and slow

Why can't I turn off the radio?

(Why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs

So tired of tears

So done with wishin'

You were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songs

So sad and slow

So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Why can't I turn off the radio?)

Why can't I turn off the radio?

Nasa labas na ngayon ng bahay si Harry at Heaven, si Harry naka kunot nuong nakatingin samin.

"Ahm, Heaven gusto kong sabihin sayo na ako si Francis na ngako sayo dati." 

Nakita ko ang gulat sa mga mata niya.

"Alam kong malaki ang pinagbago ko pero gusto ko lang sabihin na itong nararamdaman ko hindi nag bago." 

Bigla naman lumabas ang mga magulang nila.

"Ahm sorry sa istorbo Mr&Mrs. Marxison, pero gusto ko lang po sabihin na mahal na mahal ko po ang anak niyo." 

Tumigil ako at tumingin kay Harry, na nakangiti na ngayon.

"Bro, sana payagan mo kong ligawan ang kapatid mo." 

Nag thumbs up naman sakin si Harry, tumingin ako kay Heaven pero wala na siya sa pwesto niya kaina nagulat ako ng biglang amy yumakap sakin pagtingin ko si Heaven pala.

"Kaya pala ganito nararamdaman ko ikaw pala si Francis, alam mo ba nung una akala ko niloloko ko si Francis pero ngayon magaan na ang pakiramdam ko kasi ikaw lang pala si Francis." 

Napangiti ako sa sinabi niya pero lalo akong napangiti sa sunod niya sinabi sakin.

"Alam mo siguro nga ako ang langit at ikaw ang empyerno, pero simula ngayon aalisin natin ang nakaharang sating dalawa. Dahil kung ikaw si Hell ako naman ang nag iisang mong si Heaven, mahal kita Hell kahit masama ka pa."

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