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Morning came by quickly. My legs were tangled up with Jimins. His face buried in my chest, and arms crossed over his chest. I woke up with my hand gently grasping his ass, which was nothing to mind at all. The both of us weren't dressed from the night before's events.

It brought a smile to my lips as I thought of it in detail. I couldnt help it. Jimin did a great job. I knew porn was lovely, but never expected the real thing to be as amazing as it was. It helps to have someone with the looks jimin has though. Along with his sweet voice. It all worked out perfectly.

Im honored to have been his first, and he better feel honored to have me as his.

"Jungkook?" Jimin mumbled against my ches before slowly raising his head.

His face was up. His eyes were still closed though. He reached over to rub his eyes before opening them. A pretty smile painted his face right after our eyes met. He looked beautiful like this. His hair messy, cheeky smile, tired lovey eyes. It was a perfect picture. It was all for me.

"Yes?"

"We should get changed and all before counselor-nim sees that I lied to him" he said as he sat up.

I agreed. Getting up quickly and putting on my pajamas from last night. Jimin did the same.

When all dressed, he laid back down. I didn't want to leave yet. His clock only read 8:15. We had 45 minutes together still. I want to steal as much of that time from him as I can.

"Jimin can we kiss some?"

"I'm still tired and my breath smells bad" he closed his eyes and pressed his body against mine. His breathe hit my neck and I could feel my goosebumps rise.

"If i cared, I wouldn't have asked" I played cold.

However, at this point, there isn't any point in doing so. The way I feel about him is obvious. I can't seem to put my guard down with him still. I say and do and think horrible things when it comes to him. I cant help it. I don't mean it. I just have never felt like this towards anyone... I've never had anyone to feel this way towards.

"But im tired jungkook" he mumbled into my chest.

"Its just a kiss" I reasoned.

"I guess..."

A warm smile played on my lips as he moved upward a bit. Raising his head a bit and hovering his lips above mine. I wasted no time to connect them.

He hummed against my lips. Surprisingly being the one to deepen the kiss, he climbed on top of me. Grinding onto my crotch slowly with light pants escaping his lips.

Time went by fast. It wasn't long before I was detaching our lips and pushing him off of me. The clock read 8:40 and it was almost time for us to return to the way things were before.

Even with having pushing him off of me, he still kissed my neck. Cupping my hard on over my jeans and pressing his palm into it. For being the one to originally deny me, he was quite eager to continue.

"So are we together now?" I questioned

"What...?" He pulled away quickly and sat at the end of the bed.

I felt my cheeks heat up a bit and mentally cursed myself out for looking weak in front of him.

"We slept together. We were each others firsts. That makes you mine right?" I questioned.

I didn't want to sound hopeful. I can admit I like him now, and I originally couldn't understand why I still treated him coldly, but now I realize that maybe it's best to treat him like shit.

"No?"

"So you obsessed over me for nothing?" my cold guard came back as quickly as it left.

I feel like an idiot on the inside though.

"I-I"

"So you really are just a whore?" I narrowed my eyes at him and got off the bed.

"N-no it's not that..."

"Then what? You just fuck around with me to make fun of me? Do you think I'm someone to make fun of? Huh!?" My eyes were wide and my tone was harsh. I could feel the vain on my neck bulge.

He stepped back. Seemingly shying away, but that scared look on his face was quick to leave. He narrowed his eyes towards me and crossed his arms.

"Jungkook if you're going to date me then ask me out. Don't just assume we're together because your dick was in my ass. If you like me then show me that im worth more to you"

I misunderstood him? No. This is a cover up. Right?

"I'm ok on my own." I deadpanned as I turned and walked off. Slamming his door shut behind me and heading straight downstairs.

That was my first and last time feeling for someone. It felt like shit. This is why I'll stick to porn.

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Do you guys understand Jungkooks conflict?

Also like uM lets do a Q and A bc i want to ok
Thats what the chapter after this will be ok