Depressed, Stressed and Boy Band Obsessed - Diary of my Life

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Day ? - Depression is a illness, not a choice

I did not choose to be depressed, I just got sick. You can't tell that I'm depressed but normally I'm smiling and laughing but deep down I'm breaking apart and trying not to cut myself tonight, Don't judge a book by it's cover.

Most of the time, i can't deal with it but sometimes theres a little spark inside my heart that keeps me here, It's a certain person.. which he will not be named but know who he is.

Every time I see him, I start to smile. Everytime he laughs, I laugh and it makes me forget about this stupid disease. I want that back, and with someone who cares about me, and loves me... is that to much to ask for? - Liv